Why Am I Here? I am lost

- Diagnosis -

"From all of our sessions, I had enough information to share with my colleagues. We have came to the conclusion that your diagnosis is Hebephrenia"

"Hebe what? What's that?"

"It's a form of chronic schizophrenia involving disordered thought, inappropriate emotions, hallucinations, and bizarre behaviour. Quite text book."

"Inappropriate emotions? I'm sorry, I took slight offensive to that. What do you mean?"

"Well you did apologise for a start... sorry, that was rude. Oops! I done it too-

This was getting awkward...

"You have different emotional responses to other people. A different emotional response."

"Isn't that like everyone else?"

"Not quite... its hard to explain."

"I thought you were supposed to know? I do laugh at ridiculous things that shouldn't be funny. My love is hard to show, while being a dickhead comes with ease, but not on purpose..."

"That feels more like an insult than an answer."
"At least I have something to go off now. Thank you for your time doctor."

"I will prescribe you antipsychotic medication. This should null down what you hear and see."

While I'm still here, alive today.
Or when I am gone.

But, again...