Why Am I Here? I am lost

- 'Wonder' Of My Name -

Victory... we won the battle
At the cost of my brothers life...
He murdered our Father...
Trapped me within sanctuary,
And tried to kill me...

Now I know why...

He did try and help me understand...
Help me to understand that,
Love is more spread than I once knew.
The love I already had was;

Companionship,
Compassion,
Joy,
Loyalty,
Protection,
Trust...

During my time in sanctuary, I knew and felt this. I felt more than that...
I helped people...
I helped put a stop to their problems.
I made life's a safer and happier one to live.
They needed me...
and because I was trapped.
Suffering...
I wasn't strong enough to fight for myself.
I wasn't brave enough.
I... was... weak.
I did... give up...
right when they needed me...

I was a coward.
All because I wanted to stop what was going on, inside of my head.
I wanted to be dead.

Because of Gojou's torture, the anger I had within myself; I wasn't afraid.
But bold.
Strong.
My anger wasn't out of hatred.
But protection further.

I wanted to help people again, I gained my hope and faith back. Just in time to stop the so called villain.

Gojou was a hero. A sheep among wolfs.
His reputation was damaged because he himself knew he was never fit to be king.
His hatred wasn't towards me, or Father.
But himself.
So he followed his destiny as an evil figure.
His followers in sanctuary followed the wrong ideals of Gojou.
Gojou tried to help.

Now... the following. The CULT are still within sanctuary, causing all kinds of evil. For a God that does not condone their actions.
Now their God is dead,
And...
His blood is on my hands.

"Denise!"

"Sebastian you did it!"
"It's over"

"Yeah... it is..."
*sobbing*

"Are you okay? Sebastian what's wrong?"

"It's nothing... we still need to get married haha."

"Right you are sir!"

Greg and some other guards walked towards us...

"Greg!"

"We can start the ceremony right this instant! We are already in The Throne Room after all! We just need to dispose of Gojou's body...
I hope you don't mind?"

"Not at all... I said my goodbyes."

After cleaning up the bloody scene,
The wedding was about to take place.

...See life in a brighter light...