Why Am I Here? I am lost

- Smoking - #4

Session #4

"My body hates that I smoke now."
"Maybe it did from the beginning, and I'm only listening to it now."
"I hear groaning from my stomach which sounds like agony, a plead for me to stop."

"Coughs, sounding like;"

"don't smoke"

"My body is trying to tell me to stop. Or so I think... anyway."

"Then why do you continue to smoke?"

"I don't know... I really don't."

"I would delight in a cigar here and again."

"I prefer the taste, as cigarettes are quite disgusting at times."

"I prefer the smoothness of each pull, as cigarettes tend to make me cough more."

"Isn't that ironic?"

"Yes."

"Perhaps a vape machine would be better...
I could just go 'Cold Turkey' and stop the nicotine intake completely."

"It's hard though. I've tried before."

"Thinking of the change towards something healthier is just that Sebastian! It's healthier! You're already on a better track"

"If you say so..."

I don't trust anyone
And
I need to stop...