e.d imagines
[disclaimer:]
i started this book when i was younger. so im sorry if the first few chapters are cringy as fuck. [or maybe they're all cringy! haha] but im saving myself the cringe by not looking back at them to fix any errors. or at lea...
ever since ethan announced you have been dating for almost a year now, you have decided to post your first picture on instagram.
ethan and graysons fans have known you've been in a relationship with ethan but they've never got to see pictures of your face since you don't like ethan posting you, in fear of being attacked and judged for your looks.
today was the day you wanted to finally post something. you took some pictures you really really liked a couple days back, so you decided you wanted to post it.
after going back and fourth as to if you should or shouldn't post. you decided to write a caption and post your picture.
the picture was you in front of a mirror with your phone covering half of your face. you wore a tube top and a skirt with a light jacket over your body.
something like this:
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you were hoping that was good enough so you came up with a caption and decided to post.
after a while your phone started to fill in with notifications.
"is this what ethan and grayson have to go through?" you laughed to yourself.
you were so happy and felt overwhelmed. you had never gotten this sort of attention before.
you pictures didn't get get a huge amount of likes before and you were shocked at the amount of likes and comments you're getting now.
you smiled biting your tongue as you unlocked you refreshed your photo to see
3,529 likes and 1,435 comments
"oh my.." you smiled.
you pressed on the comments and your smile quickly disappears.
dolanfan: this showed me not to have high expectations 😂
graysonstoe: at least grayson still has luck 😬
ethansbathwater: why did i expect her to look better lol
dolandaddy: um.. anyway..
dolantwinsstalker: like this comment if you expected her to be better.
324 likes
you saw a few positive comments but the negative comments took over the positive ones.
you frowned not knowing how ethan will feel when seeing the comments.
you decided to lay your head down when you got a call from ethan. you decided to ignore it and decided to go on twitter and tweet how you felt.
@y/n has tweeted: why is everything about looks? :(
you knew it probably wasn't the best idea to tweet anything and make it a big deal but one tweet wouldn't hurt.
you heard your phone ding a couple times. you decided to check who it was from, and of course it was from ethan and grayson.
cool kids gc
grapeson: y/n you good? eth: babe, i saw your tweet whats wrong
nothings wrong
grapeson: y/n.. is it because of the comments in your new picture? eth: what new picture? grapeson: go look on her ig eth: k. grapeson: y/n? eth: y/n don't worry i'll handle this.
you left them on read and decided to lay in bed sad.
"why was everything about looks?" "why can't i be up to their standards?" "why am i not good enough?" you thought to yourself.
you sighed and laid on your side. covering your body with your fluffy, soft blanket.
you closed your eyes and fell asleep.
♡
note:: pt 2 will be made soon or later, tehe. but just a reminder that you're beautiful no matter how you look like. ily all. and ty for reading my imagines even though they're terrible. but either way i'm grateful for those who come back/ come onto my book and read. ♡
