Fvcked Love (Oumasai / saiouma) [discontinued]

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This is not an update, but I'm addressing anyone who would want one. I've been conflicted writing this statement because I didn't wanna be the kid who lets everyone down, but here we are. I initially wrote this to be funny. I showed all my friends and we laughed because is was so bad and gross. I didn't think anyone would actually read it haha, but I understood it was a possibility since it was public. I didn't believe I'd get the views I did. I thought it'd be more funny if I made it public...yeah, stupid I know. Anyway, I thought that if people I didn't know were to read it, they'd understand it's just really dark comedy. I was wrong. There are people reading this who like...get off to it? Or something, I don't know. I disagree with almost everything I've written in this story. The abuse, underage-ness, the "smut", and literally just everything...that's one issue I have with people who read and like this "story"? What even is it? And two, the writing in it just isn't good. Since I wanted this to be funny, I didn't actually try with my writing. Don't get me wrong, the reads I'm getting is a lot and it's super cool, but for what? I got this from a "story" I didn't try on. Would people even like it if I tried? Moral of the story, I just don't really feel like writing this anymore...I'm too scared to write an actual "good" story because no one would like it. And I didn't know that what I was writing was appealing to a certain audience. I don't mean to be rude to anyone. I can't control what themes you like, I just don't personally like them. If I'm wrong about this, please tell me. Maybe all of you saw this was supposed to be "funny". But if you're here for some sort of "fetish" or "kink" or whatever, I don't think this will be a place to go anymore. I'm not proud of this "story" and I quite frankly don't want to write it anymore. I'm sorry, I understand the annoyance of a writer just stopping, but I just don't wanna. If anyone wants to say anything, just comment, but I'll be surprised if you do. Sorry. -Aaron