Kellie Mendez is a smart and kind girl pero paano kaya kung ginalit na siya? Is she still good or will go beyond it?
In just 18 years old girl, marami na siyang napagdaanan. Heartbreaks.
She promised herself that she will never fall in love again...
"It is essential to remembering the mistakes of the past for us to have a better future by avoiding those same mistakes. The failure of the past really made us traumatized, however, the good of it... is that it prevents us from doing impulsive actions in the future. They said, "The past is dead but we shouldn't bury it." It might caused us pain and it was really a disaster but remeber that in every disaster... there was a beauty. At may matututunan pa rin dito... That's all, thirty minutes already consumed and there's no time left. Goodbye, class. I hope you learn a lot and please engrave it all in your heart and mind."
We shouldn't dwell on the past. It will just makes us permanently bitter. You just drown yourself unto it. At maaaring hindi ka na makabangon muli. 'Yon ang mahirap. Pero ang mas mahirap, 'yong gustong-gusto mong bumangon but your heart itself don't want you to move on...
I don't know if my gut feeling was right. Nararamdaman kong hanggang ngayon, hindi pa rin nakatatakas si Ms. Alari sa nakaraan kasi in every words she had said, may bitterness. Mixed emotions. Na gusto niya kaming paalalahanan na instead of dwelling on who had caused us pain, we should choose to forgive and forget, not the person but of what he did to us. We should start to focus on the present and leave the pain you felt in the past.
Let. It. Go.
Mistakes in the past will teach you a lesson that can save you from any trouble in the future.
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ALMOST six o'clock pm nang matapos na ang klase. Nag-overtime kasi kami sa P.E. malapit na kasi ang bakasyon so, nag-ru-rush na sila. In rushing things, only love was exemption. Well, si Cathy and AJ nauna na. They need to finish their projects eh, natapos ko na iyong sa akin. I take a glance at my wrist watch, while manong Roger still not here. Usually, thirty minutes pa lang andito na siya.
Nasa tapat na 'ko ng gate ng may napadaang bata sa harap ko. May nahulog siyang kwintas so I take it. Isasauli ko sa kanya. He is so cute kung hindi lang siya madungis. I chased him. Ang bilis niya ah. I didn't remove my eyes on him. Medyo madilim na. I noticed that he turned in to a street corner which is mga abandonadong gusali na. Oh, baka rito na siya naninirahan. Tapos diretso lang ako, I just realize na kagubatan na pala 'to. Damn! It's creepy here. Luminga-linga ako. Sht. I lost my sight on him. I'm kinda far from our university. Hindi bale na lang. Makikita ko pa naman siya sa harap ng gate siguro. I almost turned my back when I felt something, no. Someone? No! They are many. I kinda felt their eyes on me too. Damn. I'm searching for my phone to call kuya Toffer about this very unusual thing when I felt a cold sharp thing on my neck! I quickly closed my eyes. I dropped my bag. Langya! Bakit ngayon ko lang napansin 'to!
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"Are you lost, Ms.?"
Nakatalikod ako sa kanila but I can feel them slowly walking towards me. I'm starting to shake. My breathing is uneven. I can't... shit! I can't move. I need to think rationally! The heck... I'm doomed.
