Heartaches Made Her Changed (COMPLETED)

Chapter 9

"YOU said those words?" Kuya asked.

Nasa living room kami at kinuwento ko sa kanya lahat. Lahat ng pinagsasabi ko sa kanya. He already know everything pati pangalan niya. Kaya noong nalaman niya na siya ang mastermind sa pagtangkang pagpatay sa akin... galit... na... galit siya. At alam kong hindi niya talaga 'to palalagpasin.
But I will do my best para 'di na siya mangealam pa.

Tumango ako sa tanong niya, "Unbelievable, Kellie," he smirked. Siguro masaya siya hindi lang dahil sa mga binitawan kong masasakit na salita kay Brandon, kundi dahil na rin nasaktan ko siya. Na kahit through words, naipamulat ko sa kanya na mali 'yong ginawa niya.

I rolled my eyes, "He was so freakin' crazy."

"Anyways, you did the right thing...you just woke him up..." He withdrew a deep sighed.

What?

"But, Kellie... Our tongue has no bones, but strong enough to break a heart... so you should've be careful with your words. Once is enough. That's enough to make his world shakes and realize something. We are just humans... pero magkakaiba ang takbo ng pag-iisip. We don't know if you really wakened him up or... you triggered him again, the second time around."

He hitted me there. I... I know. Siguro nga nasobrahan ko. Kapag galit talaga kasi ako, once na nagsalita na 'ko, alam kong makakasakit ako. But what can I do? I can't do anything to stop my mouth. He already pulled the trigger. Kaya kung maaari, if necessary... I should have shut my mouth.

"According to Nelson Mandela: Resentment is like drinking poison and then hoping it will kill your enemies. Resentment is the reason why he did that. Maybe he was really hurt by your words. Maybe that was the first time someone hurt him. Specially, it was said by the girl he loved or... his first love. We don't know either. Maybe. Many maybe's, Kellie. Hindi kasi natin alam kung ano ang buong kwento ng buhay ng isa't isa. We just only know that he was happy outside, he smiles often, he already have everything but that didn't make him contented inside. He is looking for something or... someone who can complete his puzzle- about his life."

"Puzzle? But I am not a toy or a thing to be played! "

He heaved a sighed. Parang nauubusan na ng pasensya, "Where is your brain now? What I meant is that he is looking for a thing or someone to fill his broken heart. And to explode some fireworks to his colorless life. Can't you still---"

I waved my hands in the air, "I get it! I get it!"

Masyadong magamit ng methaporical 'to.

"Very good!" He also clapped his hands like I was a kid who had memorize the twenty six alphabets.

"What now?"

"As I've said a while ago... he's lookiing---"

Paulit-ulit na lang, kuya.

"And?"

"He thought that you were the right one. But unfortunately, you weren't."

And so?

"Because?"

Pa-suspense namaaaaaan.

"You just aren't destined to each other."

I understand now. He loved me but I don't feel the same. No. He didn't really do. We really don't love each other.

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NANDITO na 'ko sa room around 7:45 am. Too early, right? Well, marami pang bata ang tuturuan daw ni kuya na i-tra-train and kasalukuyan akong natutulog sa desk ko but the truth is... nakapikit lang talaga ako. Hanggang sa may napadaan sa tabi ko na nagtsi-tsismisan. Tss. Too early to gossip, guys.