Little by Little (Kylo Ren x Reader)

chapter 10 🌒

the hallways were silent; not even the sound of the usual bustling first order could be heard on the level of which yours and kylo's quarters were situated. when you slammed your door in his face, the metal door frame bent; fusing it shut. kylo had not dared come to see you at all since the incident; not that you expected him to anyway.

you had twenty- four hour watch on the outside of your chambers from the stormtroopers; just in case kylo decided to check on the one person who he should want to check on. you are his wife. hatred or not; you would have checked on him.

you were in between consciousness when you heard commotion outside your door. you stayed completely still; waiting for it to pass. you knew who it was, and he was probably only coming to insult you some more.

you could hear him yelling, he yelled through your door for you to tell your obnoxious troopers to move, and that you were his wife and you had to listen to him. you ignored it all; pulling the large duvet over your head, blocking him completely out.

- kylo -

anger soared through kylo and he held back the urge to bust your door open and choke you till you begged him to stop. instead, he turned swiftly on the heel of his foot and marched towards the hangars "prepare my ship" he yelled to an officer; watching them squirm and stagger away from him.

kylo's ship was ready for him before he made it to the hangar in which stored his abundance of different ships. he stormed up the ramp and into the pilot seat, wasting no time to take off; heading for endor.

kylo landed on the forest moon and immediately roared his lightsaber to life, taking out his anger on the surrounding trees and brush. kylo swung his saber at a large tree; cutting it in half with no issues. ewok's ran in all areas, yelling and trying to get away. some were successful; the majority of them, not so much.

kylo looked around at the mess he had created; remembering the feeling of watching you when you lost your temper on yavin; being an outsider looking in for once, he realized just how destructive you both could be.

he sat himself on a tree stump; still a bit of heat radiating from it because of his saber. he returned it to his hip and rested his elbows on his knees. he closed his eyes and tried to find you in the force, you were getting skilled at keeping him pushed from your thoughts. this time though, he was successful in getting some of what you were thinking.

he could feel calmness coming from you, only assuming you were back to sleep. he could hear your heartbeat in his ears as he tried to force himself into your brain, punching at your walls of steel you guarded your mind with. he could get glimpses of your dream; seeing you look at him with adorning eyes, grabbing his hand and putting it on your cheek. he could feel your body heat through the glove.

"come back to me...come back to me, kylo" you whispered, your voice echoing all around him as he concentrated; forcing his eyebrows together, creating a line of thought between them.

"where? come back where?" he responds to you, prying his way closer and closer to the deep end of your thoughts. just as he watched your perfect lips open to form words, he could sense you felt the pulling in your brain from him, he could sense you started to force him out, just as you woke up in shock, kylo opened his eyes and he could see you. almost as if the force had linked your brains to the same one.

you blinked a few times, taking in your surroundings of forest, some trees and limbs were scattered everywhere.

"where are you?" you asked him, almost out of breath. "why can I see you there?"

"the force is connecting us, I am not sure why. I am on my way to the finalizer now" kylo responds, turning and walking to the ship. he heard you make a small gasp, he knew you had truly seen his mess now.