Chapter 7

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~TAEHYUNG POV~

Urg god, why didn't I realise Yeri was so annoying and clingy before.

I had to think of an excuse to leave my own bedroom as she wont stop trying to kiss me and I just can't bring myself to do it. It feels wrong even having her in my bedroom right now, it should be Y/n in my room not her.

Don't get me wrong Yeri can be really nice but I didn't like they way she was with Y/n yesterday. I fell out with Yeri about it, telling her to stay away from Y/n because she's very important to me and my family. She wasn't having any of it and we left it at that and today she showed up at my house to apologise for her behaviour when it should be Y/n she should be saying sorry to not me.

I think Yeris way of trying to say sorry to me is by sex and I'm not doing that with her again. Sure it was fun and good while it lasted but she's not my true mate, Y/n is and only if I held on a few more months then I wouldn't be having this problem.

I want to come clean but I'm scared to, I don't want to hurt Yeris feelings and on top of that I'm scared of what the pack will think of having a human mate for a Luna. Come to think of it imagining Y/n as my Luna just flutters my heart. To think of her my by side helping me to protect and look after this pack as my mom and dad look after one another. That's what I want with Y/n but I don't know how it will work out.

Because of my constant battling within myself I can already feel myself a little weaker than usual and I don't think it. Y/n is the only one that makes me feel more powerful to my true strength when I'm around her. She brings out the best in me and it defiantly surprised me yesterday when I used my alpha voice for the first time ever! Only to shout at Yeri because I saw her as a threat to Y/n, if that was anyone else I think I would of done worse, maybe. I don't know but it wouldn't be pleasant I can tell you that. It took my all to not launch myself at Yeri after Jisoo told me what happened when Y/n signed to Jisoo about what happened and Y/n doesn't lie, she's very honest.

That reminds me, I need to ask jisoo something and I hope she helps me out.

"So what are you thinking about over here?"

I knocked myself out my train of thought, standing in the kitchen as my mother comes walking in.

"Oh nothing much. I was just getting myself a drink."

I turned around with the empty glass I had in my hand and filled it with water. I didn't really need a drink just something as an excuse but this is my mom I can't hide much from her.

"Hiding from yeri more like?" Mom

Damn it.

I sighed and turned off the tap as she approached me closer.

"Kind of."

I mumbled feeling guilty that I actually have.

"You can't keep this up forever Taehyung. Your father spoke to you about this and really you have to choose and as nice as yeri appears to be you can't help but want your mate more." Mom

She stares into my eyes, deeply and I look away trying to avoid her stares.

"Yes I know that."

"You're already feeling the difference aren't you?" Mom

My sight immediately flickered to her form and I eyed her suspiously. I know where this conversation is going.

"YYYeeesss. Why do you ask?"

I asked slowly and she took another step forward to put her hand on my shoulder.

"Taehyung you know what this means right? To be the next alpha you have to have your strength and I know you don't want to hurt Yeris feelings but she's not your mate and you need your mate by your side." Mom

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