Mute Mate

Chapter 37

~Y/N POV~

Today it's just been myself and Taehyung like we planned.

All day we just did little things like first we went for a little shop in the pack village just wondering around and maybe buying a few things here and there. Then we had lunch at the small café which was rather busy today but we didn't mind. Then we spent the afternoon back at his house watching movies and just cuddling but after that he told me he had an idea and in the end we cooked some food and put them all I containers just to put them away in a basket and Taehyung led me all the way back to this beautiful place for a small picnic.

The sights here were always so amazing that you could almost see everything around us and even the centre of the pack that was currently getting ready for tomorrow. Just to see that and know why people were rushing around and moving thing around it made me even more nervous to know why exactly that is.

Taehyung and I will me mated tomorrow.

I've had the whole week off school because of it so when I go back to school next week I'll me a mated yet kind of married woman. Not that I mind, I cant wait but I never thought it would be while I was still on school never mind being mated to Taehyung. I may not be a wolf but I've grown up with them all to know this is a very much of a big deal.

I may be nervous but Taehyung however seems pretty calm about it. He has been all day and even when they started setting the stage before we left the café he still didn't react to it at all. I don't know why but to see him so calm about it makes me wonder if there was something wrong with me. My mom told me this was normal so that was a relief but he doesn't appear to be so that worries me.

I didn't want to bring it up in anyway just yet so I set way far in the back of my mind so he wouldn't catch on like he always does and I just wanted to enjoy this time with him. I may be spending more time with him tomorrow also but this is different.

Tomorrow we will be committing to each other and that's obviously a big deal.

Despite my worries and nerves I haven't stopped smiling and yet thinking of how lucky I am to be with him. He does look after me in anyway he can and yet he somehow finds it adorable when he feeds me food. I don't get it but it's cute to see him gush over me to I let him but I've developed this habit of doing the same thing back and feed him just to see how adorable he is.

In fact we had just finished eating and I was placing the containers back in the basket while Taehyung was too busy watching the scenery in front of us. Closing up the basket I took the chance to stare upon his side profile in awe. Whether he notices me doing this or not I don't know but I watch him look out to the scenery of the green trees and hills beyond as the sun begins to set behind them. That was a sight to see but I'd rather look at him. As from tomorrow he's going to be my forever and I cant wait.

He's a truly beautiful persons inside and out and yet here he is with me willing to commit everything to me. How could anyone hate this man? He's just perfect and he's all mine.

"Are you enjoying the view?" Taehyung

His cocky remark pulled me out my thoughts. His lips curved into a smirk and he raised his brow as he turns away from the scenery to look back at me now that I've been caught. I rolled my eyes at him but cracked a smile. I just couldn't help it.

"You know I'd rather look at you than some trees." Taehyung

Internally laughing at his comment I blushed heavily and looked away from him to the trees but he grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him to land on his chest as he pulls us both down so he was laying on the grass on his back and I was laying on his chest. With one hand he cupped my cheek, staring into my eyes with his soft ones that were flickering between their red and brown, something I've grown use to by now.

"Kiss me Y/n." Taehyung

I didn't need to be told twice.

I kissed him hard on the lips as his hand still stayed on my cheek and his other arm around my back securely keeping me on his chest as I pressed my lips to his. Our lips moulding together passionately, I couldn't help it but to get into the moment even more and softly exhale through my nose slightly getting turned on by this. Taehyung lowly growled and spun us around carefully so he was above and now I was on the grass beneath him.

He was the first to pull away but not by far, just to press his forehead against mine and our lips still so close. I was breathing heavily as he was and his eyes bore into mine once more.

"I'm nervous Y/n." Taehyung

My eyes widen to his sudden yet very surprising comment. I thought he wasn't so he hid it very well.

"I didn't want to worry you by letting you know that I am but that doesn't mean I want to stop the ceremony from happening. I want nothing more than to do this with you. I couldn't imagine anyone else by my side to do it anyway." Taehyung

I was in awe with him and gently placed my hand on his cheek, caressing his soft skin with my thumb softly. He only leaned into my touch, closing his eyes just to feel everything I do even more.

"I hope you know I'm not just using the want to be alpha quicker to save our people is the only reason to why I'm doing this. I'm doing this because I don't want to waste another day longer without having you as officially as mine. You're my forever Y/n I hope you know that?" Taehyung

He spoke after opening his eyes and speaking to me from the heart. I don't know where this is all coming from but I loved every single word that he said. To respond to him I nodded and gently kissed his soft lips once more. This kiss was more different than the last, it was more filled with love and that's all I wanted from him. I could feel it from him and everyday he tries to show me just how much I do mean to him.

Tomorrow is the first day we take that first official step to committing our lives to one another and I know it'll be something I will never regret. He's my one and only and I am his.

He is my Alpha and I am his mute mate.