Mute Mate

Chapter 34

~Y/N POV~

Back to school it is but this time is different, because Taehyung no longer goes to school since he now is more focused on working with his dad and learning more of the duties he will be doing for the rest of his life which may be when Taehyung has a son which would be with me since I am his mate. Just to think of that just reminds me of what Jisoo told me about what would happen after we would officially mate. Sure I would have to have sex with him on the first night of being mated as he officially becomes the alpha which is only weeks away from now, but to think he would go through a rut, is another thing completely.

I've heard stories and even seen some guys here in the pack on their ruts with their mates. They're clingy, they're lustful and just down right act like sex addicts that cant get enough. It lasts for days aswell so I would have to put up with that but that's only if Taehyung and I do mate on the first night.

Last night I actually had a conversation with Taehyung about it, well more like he did the talking but he knew what I was saying in my own way like he always does. Taehyung told me that he wouldn't force me to do anything with him and if I wanted to wait then so be it, no pressure and I was thankful he said that but to be honest I wanted to do this with him. I may be nervous to even think of such a thing but I wanted to complete this bond with him. It would make him a stronger alpha if he was bonded with me more as his mate even if I'm not a wolf like he is. I didn't mention that I wanted to do this with him, I wanted to wait until then since really Taehyung cant read every single thought in my head, only can he tell by my feelings and just that tell feeling he gets when we're together of what I could possibly be saying on the inside of my mind. I just wish I did have a voice to actually speak to him. That would be a dream come true.

But it cant happen but I'm okay with the way things are, they're really good right now and the whole ceremony for Taehyung to take over his fathers place is approaching so fast that its only around the corner now.

This is all I can think about and moving from class to class in school I cant get my mind off it. Even when I'm walking with Jisoo and Namjoon down the halls to our lockers together. However when we got to my locker Jisoo and Namjoon picked up conversation with one another about this new book that is apparently coming to the schools small library very soon. Its by an author they both like so they were kind of bickering about who would get to read it first but I just wish they would go on a date already. I mean it's clear that they like each other in that way and both were told they're not suppose to have mates but I'm thinking maybe the two of them are suppose to be together, it's possible. We'll I hope it is, it would be so cute to see them that way.

With a smile on my face listening to them bicker about this book, I swapped my English book for my chemistry book that was the next class since right now we have a fifteen minute window before the next lesson begins, it's kind of like a small break before you get lunch later in the afternoon which is only a few hours away.

But when I started to hear my name mentioned from others around us in small whispers my smile dropped from my face and I looked around my two friends who also stopped speaking too as they must of heard it. I heard my name again and again with whispers and now both Namjoon and Jisoo turned their heads to the students that were either walking passed while glancing at me or just standing there staring and not having a care they got caught.

I didn't know or even understand why they were talking about me or even talking about me out loud so I can hear it, they could easily mind link each other and I wouldn't have a clue but no, they decide to talk about me out loud so I can hear it.

Then what I heard wasn't very nice, it was just plain mean and hitting my insecurities again about my disability to speak. It never bothered anyone before but from what I can hear, it's a problem now because everyone knows I'll be their next Luna when Taehyung becomes the alpha and as I heard a student already say 'what good is having a Luna that cant even talk'. It hit me hard and I slammed my locker door shut but turned my back away from everyone else and placed my forehead on the locker to hide my face.