Mute Mate

Chapter 31

~Y/N POV~

I have to admit I was a little concerned when my mom asked me to come with her to Taehyungs house. I wasn't ready to see him yet so I was a little hesitant to come. Although she assured me that he wouldn't be there but that still didn't help, he could show up even if I know I'll have to see him sooner or later but I'm still not ready.

For now I just followed my mom to Taehyungs large house and we were welcomed by Mrs Kim, Taehyung and Jisoo Mom. She invited us in with no problems not that I thought there would be but I know that she knows of what's going on with Taehyung and myself so it makes me worried to why I'm even here.

Walking into the living room I came to find Jisoo who was on the couch on her phone but as soon as she seen us enter the room she smiled and put her phone away.

I walked over to her and sat beside her on the couch but still very curious to why I'm here. I signed to her asking why I'm here while our moms were busy speaking to one another across the room in hushed tones.

"It's to talk about you and Tae, but don't worry it's not bad. I promise you that." Jisoo

She pats my leg and I just nod but now scared shit less to why. Why are we going to talk about that now?

I mean I trust Jisoo when she says it's nothing bad but still, the not knowing kills me.

I then signed to her about where Taehyung was. If he knew I was here, he would of shown up within seconds or not even that. The last few times I've shown up to the house he's already running out the front door to me just for a big hug and smothers me in kisses.

"My dad took Taehyung out the house for a while to practise border patrolling." Jisoo

Then I told her that he would know I was here even after I left and she nods because she knows that's true also.

"I know, he'll smell your scent but this was my parents idea. You'll find out why in a minute." Jisoo

She takes my hand in hers and turns her body more to face the centre of the room while I stared at the side of her face in utter confusion.

"Okay y/n, honey we need to talk about a few things." Mom

Turning my attention now to my mom and Mrs Kim coming to stand in the centre of the room side by side. I shifted nervously on my seat on the couch and just waited for what they had to say.

"Y/n first I'd just like to say I'm sorry about what has happened between you and Tae. Jisoo told me everything." Mrs Kim

I nodded towards her and waited for what else she or my mom had to say.

"I'm sure Jisoo told you that Taehyung is not here. We thought given the circumstances that it would be best with out him here." Mrs Kim

"He doesn't know that youre here honey." Mom

I signed to my mom that I already knew that and she nodded just to put her hands on her hips and turn to Mrs Kim to start speaking again.

"Let's just get straight to it yeah?" Mrs Kim

I pressed my lips together and watched my mom and Mrs Kim exchange looks before looking back down at me.

"I must ask you y/n and it's okay if you say no but would this whole commitment ceremony between the two of you, would that still be happening?" Mrs Kim

Oh crap! I forgot about that. Shit.

"I'm so sorry to be asking and like I said it's no problem is you say no. I've just got to ask because of the preparations and such for this event to take place." Mrs Kim

I could tell she was awkward and very unsure about even asking me this. The scrunched up expression in her face told me so. It was just as uncomfortable for me to hear as it was for her to ask. However my mom remained unfazed and smiled at me in waiting for an answer and Jisoo remained quiet and didn't react either other than squeeze my hand.

What do I say?

I don't want to break it from him completely. Never.

Sure I'm hurt but that doesn't mean I want to stop our plans.

"Y/n honey it's okay to say no." Mom

I nod and internally sigh to myself.

Then signing to everyone in the room that i still plan to go a head with the ceremony and that I will soon talk to Taehyung. We need to talk about some things anyway and I can't avoid him forever, I won't do that to him and I think he suffered enough. I tell them all that in my sign using my hand for the gestures.

My moms grin widens and she happily claps her hands. Mrs Kim was in deep thought staring at me with squinting eyes.

"I'm sorry, forgive me my sign reading is a little rusty." Mrs Kim

"Mom, she said that she's still willing to go through with it and that she wants to speak with Taehyung." Jisoo

Mrs Kim starts to giggle all while her lips form a large O shape.

"Oh!! Yeah I got that I just wanted to make sure I understood." Mrs Kim

She erupted into a fit of laughter and even my mom giggled a little along side her. I grew more worried. I tapped Jisoo arm for her attention and asked her if he would still want to speak to me or even so this. I haven't even seen him since I told him to go away from my window three days ago.

"Of course he'll want to continue with the ceremony y/n. Are you kidding me? He's a lost puppy with out you. Here I'll show you." Jisoo

Her eyes shifted side to side for just a moment and I realised what she was doing. She was mind linking him something and then her eyes stopped and she innocently smiled at me like nothing happened.

I started to sign at her aggressively to why she did that and our moms in the back ground already talking of plans to this event.

I'm not ready to talk to him yet. I will but in my own time. However Jisoo remained unfazed and started to laugh at my reaction and I shoved her away from me.

A loud bang came form the front of house followed by a loud deep voice.

"Y/N!!!"

I know that voice anywhere.

Taehyung.

She fucking called him here didn't she?
It's obvious.

His loud yet fast feet was heard approaching the living room and only seconds later he ran into the living room his eyes searching the room until they landed on me.

Internally sighing to myself I stood up but only to be quickly picked up in his arms when he moved so fast to reach me. He buried his face into the crook of my neck, inhaling my scent.

"Y/n I'm sorry. I just...." Taehyung

He stopped himself from saying more as he hugged me tight it his body scared to ever let me go. I hugged him back, showing him how much I missed him and I did. I missed everything about him even if he did hurt my feeling but I'm gonna push that past me now and move on from it.

We have plans to make and a discussion with just the two of us to be made now.