Mute Mate

Chapter 28

~Y/N POV~

It was currently gym class and our whole class was trying out the recently built new running track just to the side of the two school buildings for all students use and any pack members use after school hours and weekends. It's been the talk of the school for the last two weeks that was until two days ago when the alpha, Taehyungs dad made an announcement at a pack meeting about the upcoming ceremony of Taehyung and I committing to one another. So yeah since then we're all anyone talks about. Taehyung ignores it where as I'm totally different. I've heard what some people have said and it's mostly to do with the fact I can't talk. I knew this would happen, even if it was never an issue before but to some it is an issue now.

I haven't told anyone about that, not even Jisoo because I don't want Taehyung to find out and I'm sure he doesn't know some of the things being said about me and I'd like to keep it that way. I wouldn't want to burst his little happy bubble he's been in since the day I told him yes to officially committing to him.

Speaking of happy bubble, Taehyung was bouncing with excitement to use the running track, getting himself ready to race Jimin and Jungkook by the starting line, waiting for our teacher to tell them when to go. He waved at me with a large grin as I was sitting on a bench near by just so I could wave back at him and Jimin to pull him back over the line where he should be since he didn't notice that he was going over the line with his excitement.

Internally laughing at that scene the teacher blew the whistle and off Taehyung went running. He was very fast actually but judging by his red alpha eyes he was using that to his advantage and even the teacher noticed but probably too scared to say something about it.

Just off to the side almost having to look over my shoulder did I watch Jisoo speaking with Namjoon while sitting in the grass together. She just admitted to me yesterday after school that she likes him and I think they would be so cute together. I mean Jisoo could talk some so when I see Namjoon intently listening to her every word I can't help but feel soft for them. I think he may like her too to be honest. Maybe I could okay Cupid?

"Are you okay there y/n?"

I was startled by the sound of Hoseoks voice coming to sit next to me. With a hand over my heart I nod with a light smile on my face.

"Are you sure?" Hoseok

I frowned at his question as he seemed to not have w believed me with my nod to his first question. Confused I only stared at him but wishing I had my board with me to ask him why he seems well, off.

Hoseok with seeing my questionable look sighs, looks down at his hands that he rubs together and then turns his head back to look at me.

"I'm only asking because I heard what a few people have been saying about you." Hoseok

My eyes widen and I quickly shook my head in panic trying to express that I don't want Taehyung to know.

"It's okay I won't tell him. From what I heard, if he hears any of that he's gonna blow up, I don't want that for him." Hoseok

We both look up to see Taehyung running past again for another lap, giggling and blowing a kiss towards me and speeding off with Jungkook running up behind him, determined to over take the boy who is due to be alpha soon. Hosoek then chuckles and light shakes his head.

"He's very happy and I don't want ruin it. You make him happy and I'm sorry to bring her up again but happier than Yeri ever did." Hoseok

Even with the mention of her, I'm happy to know that I make him happier than she did. Sometimes I think I don't but that's just stupid thoughts of mine.

"We'll keep it a secret between us. I'll tell no one." Hoseok

He whispers in my ear and I nod passing him a wide smile. I enjoy spending time with Hoseok, he's very cheery to be around and he just has this warm aura about him.

"Can I also admit something else?" Hoseok

I nod and look at him just to wait to see what he says. It's not like I could respond anyway.

"I have been learning sign. Well Jisoo has been teaching me what each signs mean." Hoseok

My eyes lit up again but in a good surprise this time. I didn't expect that but I appreciated it very much, I couldn't wipe the smile off my face.

"I just thought because you're going to be the future Luna anyway and I'm the delta that we would be working together a lot so it would be easier to understand each other. Well more like me to understand you better so we can communicate." Hoseok

That's a reasonable excuse to learn I suppose. I didn't even think about it.

"Jimins learning too. Actually we all ate it would just be easier if we all did." Hoseok

It was really touching to think they all are so inside my mind I squealed in happiness and threw my arms around Hoseok to hug him tightly. This was the only way I could tell him I appreciated it. I really did.

He chuckles and hugs me back but then I heard him gasp in my ear before he pulls away from me with a shy smile on his face but I was a little confused to why he was abruptly pull back from a hug like that.

"Sorry. I thought of my thoughts too loud and Taehyung told me to back off. I'm sorry." Hoseok

Ah, in the mind link I could imagine.

I wanted to laugh but this pain shot up the back of my head. I cringed and bent over my lap, grabbing on to the back of my head to where I could feel it.

"Y/n? What's wrong? Are you okay?" Hosoek

Panic in his voice and I felt his hand on my back trying to comfort me but clueless on how to. The pain spread across my skull, squeezing hard to the point I felt like my head was on fire.

"Oh shit. It's happening again isn't it?" Hoseok

I couldn't say anything to him as my entire body started to shake violently, something in my stomach building up within myself and up to my throat giving that same feeling as last time. I didn't want this to happen, I tried to keep it in by pressing my lips hard together but that only made me feel worse. 

I could hear Taehyungs voice shouting my name but I fell on my knees and onto the grass, fire crawling up my throat until I couldn't hold it in anymore and uncurl my body to look up to the blue sky and scream as loud as last time. High pitched and echoed through out the air for just anyone to hear.

I couldn't control it, I couldn't stop it and it felt like forever that I was screaming without an breath and only then did I collapse to the ground, closing my eyes breathlessly and falling into the pit of darkness.