Mute Mate

Chapter 33

~Y/N POV~

Today has been a busy day.

Shopping.

Since I still want to go ahead and become mates with Taehyung since he's taking the role of alpha earlier than he's originally planned to, we had to go shopping for a dress for me to wear. Traditionally it's white, you have to wear white because it symbolises purity and innocence.

My mom, jisoo and even Mrs Kim came with me and we had a girly day out. No boys.

According to jisoo it was a nightmare to get Taehyung away from me, she had to peel him away from me this morning as I spent the night last night with him. He didn't want to leave me but his dad made a point in saying Taehyung still had some training to do and some lessons to have to prepare himself to become alpha. So Taehyung had no choice in the matter.

Last night was nice, it was almost as if our little rough batch didn't happen and I decided to push all those words Taehyung said to me, away and not think about it. I can't and I won't. I want to move in from the situation and deal with what is happening.

Our mating ceremony.

Which is only around the corner and I have to admit I'm nervous about it but excited because Taehyung will be alpha and it's something he's desperately wanting. I think his reasons are still the same but also I think now he just wants to honour his family too. He's more calm about it than before which is good but I think he only dials it down because I might get pissed at him again.

I did however through out the day get texts from Taehyung asking how my day was going and telling me he misses me already when it's only been two hours. Not long if you ask me but I'm not a wolf who constantly craves your mates presence where as he is. He did stop texting me after a while but I can't help but think his dad had something to do with that.

When I was shopping with my mom, jisoo and Mrs Kim, it honestly didn't take long to pick a dress but also Mrs Kim took me into a flower shop to pick flowers for the day and my opinion on the cake. Really it was like planning a whole wedding and my mom commented saying that I should treat it like one because to them as wolves it is a wedding. To be bonded forever in this life until death separates us. But sometimes I like to think that even in the afterlife you can still be together if you love the other person enough and I do with Taehyung. So much.

We decided to get something to eat but as we were eating jisoo remembered that I needed shoes and we needed to also for through music and stuff like that later on but I wanted to get Taehyungs opinion on music too. It's his day also just as much as mine if not more because he's going up a rank and not only officially bonding with me but also to take on full responsibility with the pack duties. He'll be in charge of everything even before I leave school.

I'm also crowned at Luna after Taehyung but Mrs Kim told me I can start taking duties as Luna after I graduate which I appreciated. Taehyung also agreed to that too, he encouraged me to stay in school.

There's so much going on in my head that its hard to keep up with what everyone around me is talking about. There's so much going on, so much planning to do in so little time as the ceremony is only weeks away at this point. Mr and Mrs Kim certainly have everything planned out and under control.

"Y/n?"

I zoned out my thoughts when my mother was waving her hand in my face with a small smile but concern in her eyes. I just looked at her giving her apologetic look,.

"Honey are you alright? You've been staring at your tea for the last five minutes." Mom

I nodded and picked up my tea just to drink some of it and set it back down again just to meet eyes with Jisoo who perked up a wide smile when she noticed me now turning my attention to her.

"Y/n dear is all this too much for you?" Mrs Kim

I shook my head at her, I didn't want her to get the wrong impression that I was miserable with I'm not.

"But it's okay if all this planning becomes overwhelming for you. I mean it was for me, I seriously had my hair falling out with stress and worries but thankfully I didn't go bald. I think my husband would of gotten a shock with that." Mrs Kim

She laughed it off and picked up her own tea to drink some of it while my mom and Jisoo laughed along with her. I could only crack a smile but on the inside I was laughing.

"Oh! I almost forgot, us older ladies have to go check out the dresses I had made for the two of us. So I think we'll leave you too for a few minutes and we'll be right back." Mrs Kim

My mom and Mrs Kim nodded to each other and got up from the table and left Jisoo and I at the table alone. Why do I feel like that was just an excuse to leave the table for a few moments for some other reason than to go pick up dresses?

I looked at Jisoo after watching my mom and her mom walk away and out of view. I silently sighed to myself and Jisoo again smiled but it seemed a little awkward for some reason. I signed to her, asking what the matter was and why so tensed but she just sighed and looked down at the table just before scooting her chair all the way over to mine and pushed right up close.

"I have to talk to you about something. My mom insists that I talk to you about this even if its here jjust to get the topic out of the way." Jisoo

I frowned at her but she gestured for me to come closer with a little wave and I did by leaning over my chair towards her and she also moved closer to come face to my ear.

"As weird as it is for me to talk to you about this but I have to warn you or even ask if you know what will happen to Taehyung after you officially mate with him." Jisoo

My eyes bulge out of their sockets in surprise but I found myself shaking my head. I didn't know where this was going to be honest. Jisoo did a quick look around the room of the little café we're in and there still was only the elderly couple in the far corner in deep conservation and one waitress over by the counter cleaning the shelves that hold the cakes and other products.

"I have to tell you then that usually when a alpha officially mates and bonds with his destined mate, they go into a rut. You remember what that is don't you?" Jisoo

I chocked on my own salvia but nodded. I remember very well from school what that means.

"Yeah well expect that to happen to Taehyung a few weeks after." Taehyung

I cursed to myself in my head and Jisoo sat back up to straight position and tucked her hair behind her left ear. I tapped her arm to get her attention and sign to her asking if Taehyung remembers this but she just shrugged at me then picked up her chocolate chip muffin and took a big bite from it.

"I have no idea Y/n, you're going to have to ask him but I personally don't think he does remember it. His brain is filled with all sorts right now and I'm not going into any details of what I've heard him think about you." Jisoo

I noticed her shiver with a scrunched up nose in disgust. It only made me wonder what she meant by that but I shrugged that thought off when the last question came to mind. Does he remember about this whole rut thing happening?