Are we really lovers?- Reed900

Grief And Shock

Gavin's P.O.V: 'He's gone, he's really gone, just like that, the only person to truly care, even if he was just a piece of plastic, I could see past that and saw that he was more, so much more' I sobbed holding myself, too depressed to go to work and too depressed to get out of bed, I just cried until I couldn't no more.

I laid there, for hours it seemed before I heard someone at the front door, they knocked but I didn't move, they ring the door bell but I still didn't move, then I heard them leave I sighed still holding myself before I heard a smashing sound from out the kitchen, I jolted upright digging through my nightstand to find my gun and when I found it I pointed it at my bedroom door just as it opened and the person on the other side was the last person I'd ever expect to see "Nines?"

RK900's P.O.V: "Nines?" Gavin asked in a startled tone

"Hello Detective, I understand that his might scare you, but my predecessor was unfortunately destroyed and my mind has been transferred into a new RK900 model but this in no way should interrupt the investigation" I told him

"No, you're not Nines, you don't remember me do you? Nines knew who I was! He stopped talking about the investigation to care about me!" Gavin yelled, I thought back to it and remember sharing some kind of connection with him

"Of course I'm Nines Detective, I remember what you told me the night we got back from the gay bar downtown and I remember that you were close with Elijah Kamski, don't worry Detective, I've kept those memories" I reassured him, he just looked at me, red puffy eyes and tear stained face before turning the other way and laying down "Detective, I know it mustn't have been okay for you to see what happened to my predecessor recently but please now isn't the time to focus on yourself, the investigation awaits"

"Phck your investigation, you're not my Nines!" Gavin yelled, then he got up and looked me in the eyes "C'mon tin can! You have to remember something!" He screamed "Please I...I need you.." he whispered before getting up and collapsing into me so I held him up and put him back into bed

"I'm sorry Detective Reed" I told him "But I'm just a—"

"Tell anyone about this and I swear." Gavin cut me off before kissing me making my system go crazy with want for new instructions, want for touch, want for... Him
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Software instability ^_____

He looked at me "Did it help?" He asked

"I-I, yes, it helped.. but I can't be your boyfriend Reed, I wasn't built for that" I told him

"I don't want you to be my boyfriend, I just wanted you to remember me, remember what you told me" he said

"I see Detective, well I'm going to go make you some breakfast to make you feel better, I'll come get you when it's done" I told him

"Yeah, alright.." he replied laying back down.

I walked into the kitchen leaning over the counter, taking in what just happened, 'Did he just kiss me?' I asked myself, I don't know what I was feeling but I want more of it, I need more of it but my instructions are in the way of it.

I won't become deviant.