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When you spin
They say you have to catch a point
Something to look at
But it feels like
Everything's blurred
And I just can't see
The damn point
I'm just so tired
Of this
Of everything
And I can't see the point
I'm so empty
It feels like my life
Is the moment you can't
Catch the point
And you miss it
And no matter how many
Times I fall over
I just feel so empty
With the build up of
Bruises upon bruises
Kisses on my skin
That don't seem to heal
With time
Because nothing ever does
Because I'm stuck here
In this damn room
Caged by plain walls
And I just can't see
The damn point.

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Probably my most depressing poem yet. I know that most people who say that they're fine aren't. But now when I say I'm fine, I think this time I'm actually telling the truth.

- 20th June 2020
(Poem No.50)

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