Having Fayth

Can I catch a break?!

Everyday this week Ren has ridden with Blain to drop me off at school, because his car is in the shop. Everyday he gives me a hug while switching seats and gives me words of encouragement... and everyday Toni has looked on pissed, but I just walk past as if I never saw him standing there sucking his teeth like a jealous idiot.

I'm slammed into my locker with his hands caging my body. His lips inches from mine as he seethes.

"What the fuck?!" I growl under my breath glaring up at him.

A smirk tugs at the corner of his mouth "you know you miss me. I miss you too, Fayth." He coos bringing his lips closer to my neck. "I said I was sorry. Can't you let me explain?" My body is betraying me. The warmth of his body against mine. His breath on my skin. For just a brief moment I was giving in, but the moment his lips touched my skin I felt sick. Physically ill from images of him with other girls... images of him and Ashley together in my mind.

I pushed against his chest as hard as I could catching him off guard. "Fuck. Off." I spat. "I'm not one of your little whores." I turned on my heel and shuffled off to class pulling out my phone and sending a text to Blain asking if I can leave early. He didn't respond so I sent a text to Ren asking if he can get Blains car and pick me up.

Ren: What's up cutie? We just dropped you off.

Fayth: Toni was being a dumbass. I need out of here. Can you help or not?

Ren: Can't right now, we're in class, but lunch?

Fayth: 🙄 Fine! I can live til then.

Ren: Alright. See you then, babe. Oh and Happy Birthday. 🥳

This week has been so stressful that I completely forgot that it was my birthday. More so, I forgot to cancel the party tonight at my house in celebration of said birthday.

When the lunch bell rang I dropped my books off at my locker and quickly made my way to the door feeling like I was being followed. I glanced over my shoulder and sure enough Toni was hot on my heels.

When will this idiot learn?!

Ren was leaning against Blain's car and Blain was no where in sight. He scooped me up into a tight hug. I really needed a hug. His body went stiff for a moment before he whispered in my ear, "dont hate me. Just go with it." I caught sight of him glance over my shoulder to Toni standing there seething in anger.

I gave a small nod before Ren cupped my cheek in one hand and laced his fingers through my hair with the other pressing his lips to mine in a slow passionate kiss. His tongue seeking access to my mouth which I wholeheartedly reciprocated. One hand slipped from my hair and ran down to my lower back pressing me into him. His grip on my hair tightened before he pulled back mumbling against my lips "he's gone now."

I was panting. My eyebrows scrunched together in confusion for a moment and then I realized he was kissing me to piss off Toni and make him leave me alone. "Thanks." I whispered against his mouth.

He smiled and pulled away from me. "No problem, babe."

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My party was in full swing and I was having a blast, but that may be the immense amount of alcohol running through my system. I spent the night with Ren and Blain. Joking, playing games, just hanging out. Blain has just walked to the kitchen to get more drinks when a warm hand grabbed my wrist hard turning me around.

Toni's eyes were bloodshot and he could barely stand. He was obviously drunk off his ass. I tried to pull my hand back but he held tight. Ren stepped up between the two of us taking an intimidating step closer to Toni.

"I'd keep my hands off her if I were you." His voice was a low growl.

Toni smirked up at him tilting his head to the side. He glanced over at me. "What is he your fucking boyfriend now?" I didn't say anything his grip was tightening around my wrist and I was scared of him like this.

Ren grabbed his wrist hitting a pressure point with his thumb against Toni's wrist forcing him to release me. "That's right. I'm her boyfriend now and you're going to stay far the hell away from her if you value your life, pretty boy."

Toni snatched his hand back from Ren and glared at him. "She'll come back to me. She loves me. I'm her everything."

His cocky self assured tone rubbed me the wrong way. Is that really what he thought? That I'm so weak that I would come back like a puppy no matter what he did? That hurt.

"She didn't seem to think about you once while I had her in my bed." Ren lied. He lied through his teeth, but Toni's expression said he believed every word.

His eyes caught mine. "You bitch!" He was full of rage. "8 months! 8 fucking months I've been trying to get in your pants and you give it away to the next guy in a matter of days?!"

Wait! "You were just dating me to get in my pants?" I asked. Un-fucking-believable!

He smirked down at me, "do you really think I would have dated you for any other reason? You're popular and being able to say I had the ice queen melting around my cock would have had me on top, but you just had to spread your legs like a little whore-" before I realized what I had done I look down at my fist seeing blood. His nose was bleeding. I just punched him and broke his nose.

Toni tried to lunge at me, but Ren had him against the wall by his throat. "I think it's about time you leave before her brother and I finish what she started and you leave in a body bag." He shoved him towards the door. Toni stumbling his way out.

I was shaking with adrenaline coursing through my veins. I walked on shaky legs back to the kitchen for a drink while Ren explained to Blain what happened.

I downed shot after shot with them trying to rid myself of the pain he caused me. The alcohol stopped burning a long time ago.

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I wake up in my bed naked beside Ren in his boxers. Slight pain in every part of my body and my head feels like it's splitting.

Flashes of what happened last night appear from my memory.

We were all drinking long after the party ended and everyone else went home. Ren came up to my room to use my shower because I spilled a drink on him.

At some point we started kissing. He laid me down on my bed holding me close. Nipping at my bottom lip. Rolling his hips into mine. Stripping my dress over my head leaving me in my bra and panties. His mouth on my neck. His hand traveling down my stomach gripping my hips to pull me closer to him... But then... nothing... it's blank.

I look over at Ren and shift in my bed. I soft whimper left my lips at the slight pain. Ren's deep green sleepy eyes fluttered and found mine.

"Morning." He said with a tired smile. He kissed my nose before noticing my expression of worry. His eyebrows knitted together before he took in our state of undress.

"Oh fuck!" His eyes widened "I'm so sorry, Fayth." He choked out. "I... I don't even know what happened." Remorse evident in his tone and expression.

"Shit. Blain is going to kill me!" He turned on his back drawing his hand down his face.

"Please, don't tell him." My voice came out so small. Tears pooling in my eyes. "Please, Ren. He will be so disappointed in me."

He pulled me into his arms hugging me tight. "Shhh hey it's ok. He wouldn't be disappointed in you. He would fucking kill me, but I am so damn sorry Fayth. Your first time shouldn't have been with me and most definitely shouldn't have been while we were drunk." He kissed me softly. "You deserved so much better than that." He whispered against my lips.

My door opened revealing a stressed and very worried looking Blain.... a stressed and worried Blain that now looks murderous.

Oh fuck my life! Can I catch a break?!