Having Fayth

Secret spots and confused confessions

Fayth POV

Sweat clung to my body.

"Faster, Axel." I cried out with my arms around him.

My body pressed to his.

My nails digging into his skin.

His muscles rippling at the contact.

"Right there!" I shouted as we pulled to a spot on the side of the road.

I jump off the back of his motorcycle, running for the clearing in the woods.

The smile that broke out across my face was almost painful. "Follow me!"

In seconds Axel's hands found my hips and pulled me so my back was against his front. "I'd follow you anywhere." He whispered against the skin of my neck making me shiver and I rolled my eyes.

We walked to my spot with his arm wrapped around my hip.

When we finally arrived he was speechless for a good minute.

"Isn't it beautiful?" I asked beaming. "I thought it was only fair that I show you my secret spot since you showed me yours."

He smiled down at me. "It's almost as beautiful as you are."

I laughed at his comment and gave him a playful shove. "Why are you being so corny?" I joked.

He just shrugged and kissed my cheek. "I can't help that what I say is true."

I rolled my eyes unable to wipe the smile from my face.

We sat on a rocky ledge at the top of a small waterfall that trickles down toward the creek. The dark night sky lit up by trillions of stars reflecting off the water.

After a few moments of comfortable silence he finally spoke.

"Hey, Fayth." He asked.

"Hmm?" I mumbled laying back in his arms watching the stars.

"Not that I mind, but what made you need to get out of there tonight?" He was hesitant. Like he wanted to know, but wasn't sure he wanted the answer. I felt that too. It's easy to talk to him, but I'm not sure he needs all the details.

I shrug. "Blain confuses me. This time it was just worse." I pause trying to decide just how much I want to say. "He's says he loves me, but then he's with other girls and he doesn't know what he wants from me. I've done some dumb stuff, but I'm starting to think it wouldn't be worth the trouble it would cause our family if he doesn't see something real with me." I sigh as he hugs me closer to his chest.

He kisses the side of my neck making me tremble. "You know you'd never have to hide with me. It would be easy. Your parents might even like me." He turned my face to look him in the eyes. "We can take this as slow as you want to. I just want to know that I have a chance." He spoke softly against my lips.

My whole body heats both at his words and the contact of his hands that now rest on my exposed thighs.

Not for the first time today I think about giving myself to Axel, but then the ugly thought of Blain and what we did just hours ago hits me like a truck and I have to shake the thoughts off.

Toni used me for popularity.

I have a feeling Ashley used me later in our friendship too.

Blain used me for my body.

I couldn't stand it if Axel had ulterior motives as well.

I couldn't trust my own voice at this moment thinking it over so I just nod my head in understanding.

His lips captured mine in a slow demanding kiss taking me by surprise. His tongue brushed against my lips and I responded opening my mouth to allow my tongue to find his.

I turned in his arms to straddle him, never breaking our lips from the other as he laid back and we held each other kissing just like that. His hands gripping my hips tighter. My hips moved of their own accord grinding into him eliciting a soft groan from him and panting little moans from me.

He didn't stop me, but he didn't push further than what I was letting happen.

We simply kissed and let our bodies caress the others.

My hand brushed between us stroking his hard length through his jeans. My sex hitting my hand as I rocked my hips. He groaned into my mouth and grabbed hold of my wrist to stop me.

Axel brushed my hair behind my ear when he broke the kiss looking deeply into my eyes.

"We aren't going to do this tonight, love." He said kissing my cheek. "I want to show you how you should be treated. Let me do that for you." He whispered almost pained, but there was sincerity in his words.

I nod my head agreeing with him.

We laid out there in silence for a long while before I fell asleep against his chest. The rhythmic beating of his heart, my lullaby.

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Ren POV

"Did Fayth come over there, man?" Blain asks exhausted over the phone.

It's almost 3AM and he's freaking out.

I sigh pinching the bridge of my nose "no. Why?" These two are going to drive me into an early grave. Or at the very least to a long night of hard liquor.

"I did something stupid." He confessed as if it physically hurt to admit the words.

I rolled my eyes. "Since when are you ever smart when it comes to Fayth?"

"This was really dumb, Ren... I... slept with her."

A smirk crossed my lips before his tone registered as regretful to my ears and I had to glare down at my phone as if it offended me. "And?" I stressed the word telling him to go on.

He groans in disapproval. "And Axel called her after and I lost my shit. She asked what I want from her. How I see this going. What she is to me and I had no fucking answer. When I came back to her room to apologize, she was gone. I messed up, Ren. I messed up big time." I can hear him palm his head through the phone.

"Yeah you did." I sigh out exasperated at the antics between the two. "But just for shits and giggles, what do you want from her? Do you actually see a future with her?" I have to ask. Blain has been my best friend for as long as I can remember, but I've developed a soft spot for Fayth over the years. She is kind and soft spoken. She's so full of innocence that it's been easy for people to take advantage of her soft hearted nature. No one sees the other side to her unless they really fuck up.

There was silence on the other end for a few moments and I almost called out his name to get his attention just before I heard him say, "I don't know man. I want her to be mine, but I have no idea what that means."

I shook my head. "I told you before... figure it out and show her before someone else does, because I have a feeling that's who she's with right now."