A/N: Whether you're a Chaelisa or a Lisrene shipper in this fan fiction, keep streaming HYLT! 💋
Lisa had been thinking a lot lately. About Chaeyoung. About Irene. It was complicated.
Chaeyoung had been staying on her mom's house for almost two weeks now. She promised her girlfriend she won't show herself until she sort it out, whatever maybe the outcome is.
Irene, she never saw her again after the incident on their dinner. Although Irene sent messages and made calls, asking about her whereabouts, Lisa didn't answered it.
She have to fix her mind and heart.
Chaeyoung, the savior. She has been there, during Lisa's downfalls and pained situations. She was there when she needed someone for her. The lady gave her the whole world, great love.
Irene, the forgotten one. Despite the lack of memories to remember "whys", the lady still manage to mess her feelings. Was it enough?
Suddenly, Lisa found herself searching and it brought her to a site that tackles about types of people we fell inlove and encounter in our lifetime.
"First, the love that looks right/first love"
Lisa didn't have to think for so long as Jennie's name quickly entered her head.
"We enter into it with the belief that this will be our only love and it doesn't matter if it doesn't feel quite right, or if we find ourselves having to swallow down our personal truths to make it work because deep down we believe that this is what love is supposed to be." The article said.
"Second, the hard love"
"The second is supposed to be our hard love-the one that teaches us lessons about who we are and how we often want or need to be loved. This is the kind of love that hurts, whether through lies, pain or manipulation. With this kind of love, trying to make it work becomes more important than whether it actually should. It's the love that we wished was right." A name flashed on her brain.
Her heart was pounding. She got back her attention on her phone. This theory makes her head spin.
"Third, the love that lasts"
"This is the love where we come together with someone and it just fits-there aren't any ideal expectations about how each person should be acting, nor is there pressure to become someone other than we are. We are just simply accepted for who we are already-and it shakes to our core."
"It isn't what we envisioned our love would look like, nor does it abide by the rules that we had hoped to play it safe by. But still it shatters our preconceived notions and shows us that love doesn't have to be how we thought in order to be true."
"This is the love that keeps knocking on our door regardless of how long it takes us to answer."
Lisa was stunned, it gave her a sort of relief from her dilemma. A short minute read article helped her on a long term decision.
And those words have subjective meaning in each of us because love is complicated, we define the word based on our experience and what we wanted to feel.
Lisa was preparing her breakfast when her head aches again. The box of cereal fell in the ground, making a mess. She held her temple to ease the pain.
"This happens lately" Lisa muttered. Lisa starts to consider to schedule for an appointment with a doctor.
She will go to Busan for check up, that's it. The reason was to hide it on her friends, Kims' wedding is coming up. She don't want to cause any unnecessary drama.
