Nandito kami ngayon sa labas ng hospital room ng mama ni alex, dalawa kami ng papa niya.
"Hes a brave man, but when it comes to his mother. palagi siyang nagdedesisyon agad agad na hindi manlang iniisip kung ano ang mangyayari"
Napayuko ako, medyo naiilang sa papa niya. nahalata niya siguro pero nagpatuloy parin siya sa pagsasalita
"I stalked him this fast few days when you started being with him. ive never see him like that before, kung naisip na niya yung gagawin niya, gagawin na niya talaga. but you came and change him. patay na siguro ang anak ko ngayon kung wala ka, thank you for fixing him"
"Its the least i can do for him tito, youre welcome... and Im sorry to be rude, but hes like that because of what you did. kung hindi niyo po sana yun ginawa, baka hindi siya ganon ngayon.." baka hindi niya rin ako kilala ngayon, hindi niya rin ako minahal..
He look down and feel guilty about what i said.
"Im so sorry... i just.. alam mo ba na bata palang kami magkakilala na kami ni lucy? i like her since i was 16, she like me too.. but my parents, they didnt like her. they want alex's mother instead.."
Natahimik ako doon sa sinabi ni tito.. mukhang alam ko na kung ano ang patutunguhan ng kwento ng papa ni alex sakin..
"So you married alex's mother for the sake of your parents. right tito?"
"Oo.. nagkasundo naman kami at naging malapit, but i couldnt remove lucy in my heart. mukhang nahalata ito ni helen, alex's mother, kaya doon natrigger yung sakit niya. inayos ko siya, because i did love her, shes my wife.. nabuntis ko siya nung natrigger yung sakit niya kaya doon siya gumaling ulit nung dumating si alex sa buhay namin.. pero nung nakita ko siya ulit, si lucy.. bumalik na naman yung nararamdaman ko sakanya, and the thought of her being single that time only made it worse.. so---"
"Stop tito.. i-i dont wanna hear it.. sorry for being rude po" nakayuko parin ako
Alam ko na yung buong kwento, pero imbis na humupa yung galit ko sa papa ni alex, it only made it worse.. he has a son and a wife, he has a perfect family.. so why ruin it?
"I know your mad at me right now iha.. but i just really love lucy, at hindi na yun magbabago.. but i want to go back to helen, kung yun lang ang paraan para maayos na yung gulo"
Diko alam sa sarili ko kung bakit biglang lumungkot yung kalooban ko.. gusto kong maayos na yung pamilya ni alex, but I think that is not the solution.. bago pa ako makapagsalita ay nagpatuloy na siya
"But alex declined"
Napaangat ako ng tingin sa papa ni alex
"P-po?"
"He said that it will only make it worse.. paano daw maaayos ang gulo sa ganoon na paraan? magiging magulo parin daw kahit na nagkaayos na kami ng mama niya, he said that it is not fair for her mother if I will stay beside her but my mind and heart will always think about lucy.. so he said that im free.."
Pumatak ang luha ko
"Sorry tito.. but i need to go find alex.. i bet he needs me right now."
"He needs you all the time iha.. go on, find him"
Tumayo ako at handa nang umalis pero pinigilan ako ng papa ni alex
"Thank you again for being there for my son"
Ngumiti ako ng tipid bago nagpaalam. tumakbo ako palabas ng hospital. umiiyak parin ako sa nalaman.. guest who fix the problem? si alex.. its alex who fix it even if hes the one whos been most hurt.. diko alam kung bat bumigat yung loob ko.. its just too cruel..
Paano kung mag breakdown na naman siya and this time hindi ko na siya mapigilan?
Nagsisimulang bumigat yung dibdib ko. baka atakihin ako.. I take deep breaths just to calm myself down. it work, but just a little
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