Inferno High: School Of Gangsters✓COMPLETED

Chapter 5: Locked Up

A/N: Another chapter guys! Happy reading.
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Chapter 5
Locked Up

As soon as i got up an unfamiliar sorrounding welcomed me. I cursed when i slightly felt a throbbing pain in my head. W-what the hell happen? Where am i? I roomed my eyes around but  i cannot see anything well because it is too dark here, even just a small amount of light--i can't find anything. As i was about to get up--biglang pumintig ang sentido ko. I bit my lower lip at napasandal nalang sa pader. This is shit! How do i get myself in here? i remembered... i was in the corridor and then---im running for my life?! Just what the hell?! Someone knocked me out. I give out a long sigh as i try to recollect the images inside my head. Whoever he is--it really planned well, inabangan n'ya ako and that's it--smashed a hard thing in my head cause of my unconciousness.

But--what can't i understand is why the hell am i inside this goddamn room?! Pinilit kong tumayo at marahang pinagpagan ang palda ko. I walk back in fort while biting my finger nails. This pain in my head is stopping me para makapagisip ng matino. Its still hurt as hell and whoever did this to me---deserves a hard blow in the stomach or maybe i should just cut his arms. Arghhhhhhh. It's probably evening now. Why the hell i end up being locked here? they wan't to get rid of me by locking me here?! hah. Just what the actual fvck!

Just what the fvck?! 10 hours ago--yeah, freaking 10 hours ago. I just notice that the last time i check my wristwatch its just only 8 in the morning. What the hell! hindi makapaniwalang napasalampak ako sa sahig. 10 hours ago i was having a hard conversation with the DS leader together with his goons and then, may isang umeksena at hinampas ako ng kung ano sa ulo and just think of it--imposibleng ang DS ang gumawa ng ganon sa'kin dahil ang isa sa mga nalaman ko tungkol sa kanila as i observed them each day ay ang mga klaseng taong tulad nila ay aggresive and reckless what i mean is... they can just pulled me hindi na magpapakasuspense pa. Naningkit ang mga mata ko. Isa lang ang ibig sabihin nito. Kumikilos narin ang kabilang grupo.

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Lumipas pa ang ilang oras at nanatili lang ako sa sulok. I hug my knees tightly habang pinagmamasdan ang kakarampot na liwanag na sumisilip sa maliit na siwang ng bintana. Kung kanina hindi ako mapakali sa dilim but now i feel comfortable sitting in a concrete floor listening to my heartbeat. Hindi s'ya mabilis, hindi rin mabagal. I can't tell kung natatakot o kinakabahan ba ako kasi all i can feel is i was left alone and scared but the same time happy? How can i feel some happiness when im inside this dark room.

Kring-kring

I startled when i heard my phone vibrating. I took it out from my pocket. Yeah right. Bagsak ang mga balikat ko habang tinititigan ang bateryang meron ang phone ko. 2% nalang and what creeps me out is... 8 in the evening na. Ughhh. This is too much.

I've been here for morethan 10 hours and i can feel the aching of my toes and arms. I am really not comfortable with this position. Kanina pa ako nakaupo kaya namamanhid na ang puwet ko. Is this my carma? really? hah. Pagak akong natawa ng maalala ko ang mga salitang binitawan ko sa mga hunghang na 'yon. Is this what i get on fighting with them? Is it really neccessary to bowed at them everytime you saw them at the hallway and other places inside the school?  Is it really important to atleast give them some respect even though they don't really deserve it? Wow. That is bullshit! How can i bowed with that kind of self-conceited people. Arghhhhh. They really getting into my nerves. Their just teenage boys who always annoys the hell out of me.

And now, they locked me here para ano? to threatened me? as if namang magdedeliryo ako pag kinulong ako sa isang madilim na lugar. As if namang magfrefreak out ako pag natagpuan ko ang sarili sa ganitong klaseng lugar of course, its a no no. I've been through a lot of challenges in my life. How i punch that fvck-faces inside the bar, how i kick those bastards na nagaabang sa'kin sa gate, how i pushed that guy in the cliff when he tried to touch my butt and how i pissed my parents by doing bad things. I disrespect elders and fought with my hypocrite classmates and no way in the hell na hahayaan kong apihin ako ng lahat. I am bad but at the same time good well, i don't know since i can't figured out if i really do bad things or not and fvck--i hate to admit it but...i once want my parents attention. Knowing that they don't care about me. I appeared in their side and they just ignored me and pretending that i am not existing. Its the one that really hurts me. I maybe bad-ass outside but i am soft-hearted person inside. I cried too. I cried all my heart whenever i found my parents never had a chance to just take a glance of me and saying "hey, are you allright?" Or simply saying "good moring!" when i woke up but nothing--those are just thoughts in my mind that i keep on dealing with. They are just a part of my dreams eversince i was a child and i coudn't ever think if it will going to happen. Sooner or later? hah. What i waste of time thinking about some shitty thoughts that will never happen.  I am stupid yeah, i am really stupid. For over 17 years, i keep holding onto that dream. A dream where i am with my family. Laughing, talking about our lives and eating together thats what my exact dream was. Ang makulong sa isang ilusyon na mamahalin ako ng mga magulang ko is a thing that i coudn't imagine of. I wan't to laugh for my stupidness but hell--i can't!  Kasi mas pinapaalala n'ya lang sa'kin ang masasakit na alaala na matagal ko  ng pinipilit kalimutan pero hindi ko magawa. Every steps i made mas nadudurog ang puso ko, mas lumalaki ang sugat sa puso ko. Ayaw n'yang humilom at hanggang ngayon nahihirapan parin s'ya.