𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏 𝐌𝐄 :: 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣

七

*idk if i should put a trigger warning here but this chapter contains some suicidal thoughts(?)*

june 11, 2017

minho

hyung

chan

yes min?

minho

i'm sad :(

chan

aw why's that?

did someone hurt u?

minho

no

no one hurt me but it feels like this

chan

why?

what happened?

minho

i just feel like shit

i don't know

i don't think i have the courage to be alive anymore

i think it would be better for everyone if i would just die

chan

MINHO DON'T EVER SAY THAT AGAIN!

minho

but it's the truth!

no one likes me anyways!

i have no friends!

i have no family!

i am so awkward and sensitive that i can't even make a proper conversation with someone without freaking out!

i'm just so lonely and it hurts

it hurts so much channie :(

chan

minho

why didn't you ever tell me how you feel?

we've been talking for 3 months now and i told u from the very beginning that i'll always be here for u no matter what!

minho

i just thought that if i revealed my real self to u you'd just leave me

like everyone did

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i think i have to stop updating lol
i'll update again tomorrow i guess XD

also, more tea 🐸🍵