𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏 𝐌𝐄 :: 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣

十一

*trigger warning!!! this chapter includes mentions of suicide and suicidal thoughts!!*

july 02, 2017

minho

channie?

are you awake?

chan

yes minnie what's up?

minho

i need you :(

chan

you need me??

minho

yes...

it hurts again

and this time it's much more painful

i don't think i can do this anymore

i can't keep living like that channie

chan

minnie

please don't do anything stupid okay?

minho

im sorry hyung but i can't promise that

it's terrible

i don't think i can take it anymore

chan

minho please!

please don't do something that you're gonna regret later!

minho

im sorry hyung

chan

minho!

what about soonie huh?

what about me?

are you really going to leave us??

i know it hurts but it's gonna be more painful later if you do something stupid!!

please!!

minho

im sorry

i am sure you and soonie will be better off without me

im just a burden

chan

you are not a burden minho

please hold on a bit tighter!

minho

im sorry

chan

where are you?

minho

what?

chan

where are you?

im coming now, no matter where you are!
i'll be right there!

minho

*xxx-xxx-xxx*

this is my address

chan

im coming over

hold on minho

please wait for me!

minho

i'll try

chan

i'll be there soon!
read 3:26am

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and the angst is back owo