𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏 𝐌𝐄 :: 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣

十九

august 08, 2017
8:59pm

"see? it wasn't that bad now, was it?" chan said after he finished cleaning the younger's wounds and looked at the boy's tear stained face. minho had been trying to muffle his screams all this time and numerous tears were running on his cheeks nonstop. it was too painful for him but he went through it for chan.

"you kidding? it was like a torture hyung! i never want to experience such a thing again!" minho yelled and wiped the tears from his cheeks.

chan let out a sigh and stared at the younger boy. "if you don't want to experience that again then don't ever hurt yourself again."

minho felt his heart sinking at chan's tone. he sounded very angry and demanding but minho felt like he deserved it. chan was right after all.

"i'm sorry hyung... i will try not to hurt myself again." minho started playing with the edges of his sleeves in nervousness, trying to distract himself from chan's strong gaze.

"how many times have you... you know... done that..?" chan asked reluctantly, still trying to process everything that had just happened.

minho guiltily looked at chan and smiled awkwardly. "i don't really remember to be honest. i've been doing this since my teenage years."

chan sighed again and placed his arm around minho's body. "hurting yourself isn't a way of solving your problems minho."

minho leaned into chan's touch and put his head on the elder boy's shoulder. "i know... but i had no one to talk to. no one was there for me to help me so i had no other choice hyung."

chan looked at the younger and stroked his hair with his hand. "now you have me. and whenever you want someone to talk to or just need a hug, you can always call me and i'll come to you as soon as possible." chan said and continued playing with minho's hair.

the honey haired boy smiled softly at chan's words and closed his eyes. "thank you hyung. you are the best."

chan chuckled and unwrapped his hand from minho's waist, making the younger look at him with a confused expression. "what? i promised you some cuddles didn't i?" chan asked and minho's eyes immediately lightened up. the younger smiled widely and got up, grabbing chan's hand and leading him to his bedroom.

chan couldn't stop giggling at the boy's cuteness. he was too cute for him.

"why are you so adorable?" chan asked and lay on the bed, pulling minho in his embrace.

the younger just shrugged and buried his face in the elder's chest while wrapping his arms around him.

chan held minho close to him and gave him a sweet kiss on his head. the honey haired boy looked at chan shyly and giggled softly, then closed his eyes and made himself comfortable in chan's arms.

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these people who tell felix to cut himself are fucking sick. what did he even do? he's an angel and he deserves the world!!
lixie already said that his self esteem is low! plz don't make him feel worse!

i hope felix is okay :(