𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏 𝐌𝐄 :: 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣

九

june 11, 2017

chan

of course min!

of course u can call me!!

minho

thank u hyung

and i'm sorry about my voice...

it sounds ugly because i've been crying for hours haha

chan

i'm sure your voice sounds good minho

now call me :)

or do u want me to do it?

minho

can u?

chan

sure!

i'm calling now!

you have an incoming call from chan!

accept | decline

"hey minho!" when chan's sweet voice echoed in minho's ears he swore he heard an angel. his voice was too gentle and too soft and the honey haired boy felt his heart melting at the sound.

"hi" minho awkwardly whispered back and chan let out a soft chuckle.

"how do you feel minho?" minho smiled sadly upon hearing chan's question and tried to hold back his upcoming tears.

"i don't know." the boy said softly and let out a small sniffle that was audible to chan.

"minnie, please tell me what's wrong. let it out. let me help you go through this!" chan's voice was filled with kindness and sincere worry and that of course made minho's heart flutter.

"hyung" minho started and took a deep breath, letting some tears roll down on his cheeks. "it hurts. everything hurts. i feel so lonely and unhappy. i wish i had someone to lean on. i wish i had someone to care for me. i wish i had someone to accept me just the way i am. why is it so hard to find someone who sincerely loves you?" minho's voice cracked at the end and his tears were now unstoppable.

hearing minho's sobs broke chan's heart into millions of pieces. he just wanted to take the younger in his arms and tell him that everything is going to be okay. tell him that he will always be there for him.

the elder let out a sigh and tried to speak in the softest tone he could master. "minho, i'm really sorry for everything you had to go through. i am not pressing you to tell me what happened. not yet. maybe when we get closer. but please, i want you to know that i care for you minho. i really do care for you. and it breaks my heart to hear your crying like this. you can always lean on me min. and i promise, even if i don't know how you look like yet, i will always accept you no matter what."

chan tried to convey his feelings about the younger through his words but he knew what he felt couldn't be described with simple words.

minho felt a small smile forming on his lips after chan's words and he actually started feeling a bit better. however his tears didn't stop. he still felt this pain on his chest. he still felt that no one actually cared about him. he still felt that if he left it would be better for everyone. but he didn't want to tell that to chan.

"thank you chan. thank you for everything. i'm so happy that i texted you that day. you're a great person hyung. even if you didn't know who i was you still tried to befriend me and you actually made me open up to you. and i'm really thankful for that." minho said and chan smiled at minho's words.

"i'm so happy you texted me too minho, even if i don't know how you got my number." chan chuckled at this. he really had no idea how the younger found his number but he was so so glad that he received that text that night.

"i just texted a random number. i was really desperate that night and all i wanted was someone to notice me. i wanted to make sure that i'm not invisible because it feels like i am sometimes." minho smiled shyly. he knew what he did that night was stupid but he felt proud of himself that he eventually did it. he was proud of himself for the first time in years.

"i'm glad i was the random number you texted then."

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