You saved me from myself • Kairi Cosentino(Complete)

13 • Baby

Y/n pov:

After me and Kai got into try clothes, we laid on my bed on our sides, facing each other.
Why did he have to leave? Why? If he loved me that much he would have stayed wouldn't he? I can't do this. I can't live without him.
"oh baby," Kai softly whispered as he brought a hand up to my face and wiped the tears I didn't know I had. I looked at him but everything was blurred. "What do you want me to do baby?" He softly said as he looked into my eyes.
"Can- Can you h-hold me?" I struggled to say. He immediately moved closer and wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer. We stayed like that in silence until he spoke up.
"Baby," I took my head from his chest and looked at him. "What would've happened if I didn't call you when I did?" He asked as tears rolled down his cheeks. I stayed quiet. "Would you have done it?" He asked, crying some more. I did this. I hurt him. The more precious part of my life and I hurt him. I pulled my arms from around him and held his face, my hands on his cheeks as I wiped his tears away with my thumb.
"It's not your fault peaches," I whispered to him softly.
"I told you I'd be there for you, was it not enough?" He whimpered.
"No peaches. You were more than enough. I should've called you. I should've let you hold me until I fell asleep instead of doing that." I tried to make him feel better. "I thought you'd be able to live a better life without me and my problems," I whispered as I looked away from him. He opened up his eyes and looked at me, with a serious look on his face.
"Baby, that's where you're wrong. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You make my life so so much better and I would be so so broken if you left this world," He said with a serious tone. He leaned towards me and slowly kissed my cheek. He held himself there for a few seconds before laying back where he was. "Don't ever think you're not enough because you are more than enough for me," He told me.
"I'm so sorry Kai," I told him as tears fell down my face. "It just hurts so so much." I cried. He held me again and rubbed my back.
"I know, I know." He said as he rubbed my back and calmed me down.
"How about we spend the weekend together? Just me and you. I can try and make you feel better and we can become closer. How's that?" He suggested.
"That sounds good. But can you sleepover? I don't want to be alone." I asked.
"Of course I can, do you want me to stay the whole weekend?" He asked as we both sat up and he took my face in his hands.
"Yes please," I responded, knowing I'd do something stupid as soon as he left.
"I need to go and get some clothes then and tell my mum, I'll be back in about 15 minutes." He told me as he stood up. 15 minutes! That's way too long to be by myself. I'm going with. I stood up too and held his hand and hugged his arm. He smiled down at me.
"So you're coming too?" He asked softly. I nodded and he chuckled to himself. We both put our shoes on and I took Kai's arm in mine again and we went to his. We saw his mum in the kitchen and she walked over to us. "Bambi do you wanna go and get me some clothes?" He said softly.
"How long are you going to be?" I asked as I clung to his arm still and looked up to him.
"Only a few minutes, I promise," He smiled and kissed my forehead. I let go of him and went upstairs.

End of pov.
Kairi's pov:

I watched as y/n walked upstairs. She's so broken that she's clinging to me as if I'm going to die on her at any second. I mean ain't no complaints she's being clingy though. I get to spend more time with her this way.
"Is y/n alright? What's happened?" My mum asked as she put a hand on my shoulder. I looked at her and sighed.
"It's Jaden," I said quietly.
"I thought Jaden hadn't contacted her since her parents died?" She asked concerned.
"He rang her earlier to say goodbye. And he sent her a message. A suicide message." I said quietly.
"How did she react? What did she do?" She asked quickly. I looked up at her and started crying.
"I-I found her in her bathroom in her bath with clothes on." I whimpered. "She had smashed stuff in her room. Her hand is bruised and bloody from punching the wall. She was about to- no I can't say it," I fell to my knees on the floor and cried. My mum sat in front of me and held me. "If I didn't call her when I did, she wouldn't be here," I whispered. She stroked my hair and just let me cry.
"You really love her don't you?" She softly said. I nodded into her shoulder.
"I really do," I whispered. I pulled away after a while and wiped my face with my hands. "Can I stay with her this weekend? I thought a weekend just us will help her move on." I asked her.
"Of course, make sure she eats and drinks enough, you know how she gets." She tells me. We stood up and she kissed my cheek.
"I should go and get her. She'll be scared I'm leaving her." I told her as I talked up the stairs. "Thank you mum," I said to her.
"You look after that girl, you mean a lot to her," She said softly.
"I wouldn't have it any other way," I smiled as I walked to my room. I found y/n sat on my bed with a pile of clothes beside her. As soon as she saw me she got up and ran to me and hugged me tightly.
"Hi," She said. She's so adorable. I hugged her back.
"Hey baby," I whispered. She let go and stood a step away from me and looked up at me and smiled. That smile was real. But why is she smiling?
"Baby, why are you smiling?" I asked as I picked up my pile of clothes she picked out for me. I turned around and she was still smiling at me. I couldn't help but smile back.
"I get to spend the wholeeee weekend with you," She said as she came closer to me and hugged my arm and held my hand like she did before. I smiled
to myself. She's happy because she gets to spend time with me. That is the best thing in the world.

End of pov.
Y/n pov:

We got back to my house and Kairi sat on my bed. I sat beside him. This isn't close enough. I need to be closer.
"Peaches?" I asked.
"Yes baby?" He said as he turned to me. What's with the new nickname? I like bambi.
"Can I sit on your lap? I want to be closer to you," I asked nervously.
"Erm okay. let me just get comfortable first," He moved himself so he was resting his back against a pillow on the headboard and then he patted his lap. I straddle him and he looked at me.
"I have another question peaches," I told him.
"What is it baby?" He asked.
"Why did you stop calling me bambi and start calling me baby when you found me in the bathroom?" I asked him curiously.
He looked down at he arms that were wrapped around my waist then back up at me. "I-I erm because I wanted to take care of you as if you were my baby," He stuttered nervously. Why's he nervous?
"Well I like it but Bambi is still cute so I think you should use both." I told him as I moved closer to him. His eyes suddenly widened. What did I do? He looked at me then looked down. Ahh, I'm a little too close.
"Do you want me to get off?" I asked him, knowing he might be uncomfortable. He shook his head and actually pulled me closer by my waist. I wrapped my legs around his torso so that I was as close as I could get. I put my arms around his neck as he rested his arms around my waist. I looked into his eyes and he looked into mine. Why do I feel like he's going to kiss me? Is he going to kiss me?
"Bambi I'm not going to kiss you," He chuckled.
"Shit did I just think out loud?" I said quietly.
"Yes baby, yes you did," He laughed.
"Oops," I giggled. "Why aren't you going to kiss me? Do you not want to kiss me?" I said seriously, I was actually messing around though.
"Yes I do want to kiss you but if I'm going to do it when you're not emotionally unstable and I'm not taking advantage of you," He explained. Oh. He just told me he wants to kiss me. I leaned in closer and rested my head on his shoulder.
"You're such a gentleman," I whispered to him.
"That was my aim," He chuckled. "What do you want to eat?" He asked. I hadn't thought about food but now I think about it, I'm starving.
"Indian?" I asked.
"Sure I'll post-mates some, what do you want?"
"Chicken tikka masala with rice, boiled eggs and garlic bread," I told him.
"Okay, ima get the same," He told me. He ordered and told me it'd be 20 minutes. So we stayed hugging with me in his lap until it arrived.
*Knock knock*
I got off Kairi's lap and he stood up and we went downstairs. I held his hand. He opened the door and paid for the food. We ate it in bed then I fell asleep on top of Kairi.

End of pov.
Kairi's pov:

She looks so peaceful, so perfect. She deserves so much more than she gets.
*Ring ring*
Without thinking I picked up her phone and answered it, I didn't want to wake her and I didn't even look at the name.
"Y/n?" The voice said.
"She's sleeping, who's this?" I asked in a whisper.
"It's Mattia. Is she okay?" He asked, he sounded worried.
"Why?" I asked. Why does he care? I get there friends but it's a bit random.
"Well you guys cancelled and then we saw something on the news about her brother," He said.
"What did it say?" I asked as I began playing with her hair.
"He killed himself didn't he? They pronounced him dead 1 hour ago. His last message was said to be a suicide note to his sister. Which I suppose is y/n. How is she? She's lost so many people," He sighed.
"She's okay at the minute, she's being clingy thinking I'm going to leave her. I think she'd like to see you. Your her closest friend beside me. I'm going to take her to the beach tomorrow to try and cheer her up, do you want to ditch the boys and come with?" I offered, knowing it would help her.
"Yeah of course, she needs us. What about Alejandro? I know they were getting a bit closer." He suggested.
"I don't think they're quite there yet. It might be a bit overwhelming for her." I explained.
"Yeah I get you. I'll let you comfort her, I'll see you tomorrow. I'm come round in the morning and we'll drive there together." He told me.
"Sure, bye Tia," I said.
"Bye Kai." He replied and I hung up. I placed her phone on her bedside table on charge and laid down more. She snuggled into me.
"Goodnight peaches," She mumbled.
"Goodnight bambi," I kissed her cheek and we drifted off to sleep together.

End of pov.

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