35 • They took him from me

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Y/n pov:

I dragged myself out of bed and downstairs and to the door. I unlocked it and opened it to reveal the one and only Mattia.
"What do you what?" I mumbled.
"To help you," He said before gently moving me out of the way and letting himself in. Luna came running down the stairs and stopped when she saw Mattia. She slowly approached him and put her nose to his hand and he just froze in fear. Her tail slowly started to wag and she jumped up him and licked his face. He giggled and stroked her gently. I smiled at this. She doesn't get on with many people. Definitely doesn't lick them. "Hello Luna," Mattia said happily. She jumped down and jumped onto the arm chair and snuggled up in a ball. Mattia walked into the kitchen and began to look in my cupboards. He then noticed they were empty and walked over to me. He put his hands on my waist and felt me.
"You've been starving yourself, haven't you?" He said softly. I slowly nodded.
"Why should I get to live and not him?" I said quietly. I felt Mattia put his hands on the sides of my face and made me look at him.
"This world isn't done with you yet beanie," He said softly and kissed my forehead. I closed my eyes and leaned my forehead against his chest.
"He was so so precious," I whispered as the tears began again. "And they took him from me," I cried quietly. I felt Mattia pull me closer and hold me tightly. I wrapped my arms around his torso and pulled myself as close as I could.
"It'll be okay, but he wouldn't want you to beat yourself up about this would he?" He says at he plays with my hair. I shake my head into his chest. "You need to start eating. Let's go to the shops," He says. I nod into his chest and pull away from him. "Please let me help you," He says softly as he looks into my eyes. I take a while to respond to that.
"Okay," I say quietly. "You can help me," I smile at him. He smiles back and takes my hand. "Can Luna come?" I ask and he nods. Luna jumps up from the sofa and runs upstairs then comes back down with her teddy in her mouth that Klaus got her. Yes she still has that. I smiled so brightly at the memory of that teddy. Buying it at the store. Her falling asleep with it as me and Klaus watched. I miss him so much.

Me, Mattia and Luna were in walmart. Mattia kept adding food stuff to the trolley and actually being mature. I just wandered off and was followed by Luna. I got to the toy aisle and spotted the most adorable thing. I picked it up and went to find Mattia. I found him and I skipped up to him with it in my hands as Luna bounded alongside. He smiled at me and I smiled back. I showed him it and he chuckled and shook his head.
"Y/n, you're 17," He laughed.
"And? It's teddy cheese balls!!" I giggled and put it in the trolley.

"I'm not buying you that," He laughed

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"I'm not buying you that," He laughed.
"I guess I'm paying then," I chuckled and messed up his hair whilst going on my tiptoes. "I've missed you dino," I smile at him softly.
"You have no idea how much I've missed you beanie," He said quietly and looked into my eyes. I closed my eyes and shook my head, knowing what would have happened.
"Mattia we can't," I whisper. I opened my eyes and he put his hand onto my cheek.
"It's okay y/n, I'll wait," He whispers and kisses my forehead. I don't deserve him. He deserves so much better.

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