You saved me from myself • Kairi Cosentino(Complete)

20 • Ibiza, Spain

Y/n pov:

The plane took me to Ibiza, Spain. I booked it into a hotel.

I didn't know how long I planned on staying but I knew it would be a long time to fix myself again. I booked in for one month and decided if I needed more time than that I can hop on a plane and go travelling for a while. Maybe I'll actually decide to travel for fun instead of healing.
After checking into the hotel, I needed to buy clothes. I used my phone to find the nearest shopping centre which happened to be 20 minutes away if I walk. I left the hotel and walked to the shopping centre.
In the shopping centre, I went into multiple shops and picked out lots of bikinis for sunbathing, lots of shorts, a few pairs of jeans, sets of pjs, a few small tops and underwear. When I was walking back to the hotel, I came across a building with a sign that read, 'Councillor Sam'. I decided maybe therapy would help again. I walked through the door and found myself in a welcoming house. I tapped the bell on the table and sat down on the sofa and waited. After 10 minutes, a friendly looking woman walked through the back door.
"I'm really sorry to keep you waiting, how can I help you?" She said as she sat beside me.
"I think I need therapy," I said quickly.
"What makes you think that, sweetie?" She said kindly. I placed my bags on the floor and turned to her.
"It's kind of a long story," I say to her.
"I have time honey," She says kindly. I begin to tell her my story. From my mum and dads death, to Kairi's entrance, to Jaden, to my consideration of suicide, to Ale being my boyfriend, to him cheating, to my attempted suicide, to healing through therapy, to Kairi becoming my boyfriend and finally to seeing him kiss another girl.
"You can tell me I'm over reacting, but it hurt like hell to see that. It's like all of them months I spent with him. All that suffering he helped me with went down the drain. I thought he really loved me," I sighed. She took hold of my hands.
"You're not overreacting. It's normal to feel the way you do, well not quite healthy normal but it's common. You've been through a lot and some people do relapse and you did the right thing coming to me for help. I'm proud of you for doing that. I want to help you, would you like to book appointments or drop by?" She asks.
"I'll book appointments. I have one month in Ibiza then I'm going to another country. I'm going to go travelling. It'll help me heal and move on I think. Maybe not fall out of love with Kairi, I could never do that. He's everything. He's my dream boy. But move on from the pain of the past and when I return, I'll be a new and better version of myself." I tell her.
"That sounds perfect, let's go to my office and book some appointments. What's your name?" She asks.
"Y/n Hossler," I reply.
"You can leave your shopping here. We won't be long. Are you related to Jaden Hossler by any chance?" She asks as we walk.
"Yes, he was my brother," I reply confidently.
"I'm sorry for what happened to him. I wish I could have helped him as I hope I am going to help you. You've been through a lot of trauma y/n. I'm proud of you for being so strong," She tells me. "My name is Samantha by the way, but you can call me Sam."
"Thank you Sam. I really needed to hear that from someone," I say as we reach her office. I book 2 appointments per week and then I make my way back to the hotel. I put my clothes into the drawers and go to shower. I put on some comfy clothes then make my way to the hotel restaurant. I order 'Croquetas' which appeared to be creamy cheese covered in fried breadcrumbs with potatoes. It tasted pretty good. I can tell that trying new food is going to be an exciting adventure whilst travelling.

I make my way back up to the hotel room after finishing eating and pass out on the bed that is comfier than my one back home.

Kairi's pov:
(when vic kissed him)

"Why did you do that?" I shout at Vic as I push her off after she kissed me. "I have a girlfriend Vic. Get out!" I shout. She doesn't budge. I storm downstairs looking for y/n.
The boys all look at me once I enter.
"Where's y/n?" I ask angrily but my voice going soft when I say her name. She's going to kill Vic.
"She went looking for you? She went upstairs like 5 minutes ago?" Mattia says confused. I pull on my hair in frustration and groan.
"Kai what happened?" Ale asks calmly.
"I was waiting for Vic outside the bathroom because she asked me to so she didn't get lost or some bullshit like that, I wasn't really paying attention because I didn't care I just wanted to be with y/n. Anyways, she came out the bathroom and told me I looked good so I was like erm
thanks? like okay then. Then she kissed me. I pushed her off and shouted at her. So where the fuck is y/n?" I say whilst pacing around the room. "She didn't go upstairs and she would be down here if anywhere in the house, meaning she's not in the house. I'm going to see if her car is here," I say as I run up the stairs on the ground floor. I storm out the front door and see her car. The boys are close behind me.
"She must have seen and thought I was cheating. Where is that fucking bitch?" I say as I push past them and go back inside and see Vic standing there.
"You saw her didn't you? You fucking saw her and you kissed me didn't you?" I shout at her. She nods as tears roll down her face. "YOU FUCKING BITCH! You have no idea what she has been through! You selfish bitch! Get the fuck out of y/n's house. You are no longer welcome with our group. None of us will welcome you. Do I make myself clear?!" I shout at her. She walks out and the boys clear way for her.
"Where do you think she went?" Mattia asks as they walk inside.
"I have no idea. She has no where to go. We're all here. What do I do?!" I say as I pull on my hair in frustration again. That frustration soon turns into heartbreak and my knees give way and I fall onto the floor and break down. Mattia sits in front of me almost immediately and hugs me.
"I lost her Tia, do you know how long I waited for her to love me? For her to be mine? And I lost her," I cry as he holds me.
"It's not your fault Kai, it's Vic's. Y/n will come back. There is no way she'll always love you Kai. I know that. You're her everything. I can guarantee what she saw broke her but she'll come back to you. I don't know how long that will be but she will," Mattia comforts me. I nod into his shoulder as he rubs my back and tries to calm me down.
I pull away from him and look at the guys. I can feel my eyes puffy.
"I'm going to stay here and see if she comes back. She'll probably be okay with you guys staying to but if you want or you can go it's up to you." I tell them.
"We'll give you time Kai. Ring any one of us if you need us okay?" Mattia says as he stands up and leaves me on the floor. I nod slowly and they all walk out the door and close it. Leaving me alone. I walk up to y/n's room and lay on her bed. It smells like her. I fell asleep on her bed hoping I'd wake up in her arms.

End of pov.
Y/n's pov:

Today's my last day in Ibiza and I feel I've got a nice tan. I made a few friends, they knew I wouldn't stay forever though so we didn't get close. I went to the beach everyday and swam in the sea. I went sight seeing a few times. I didn't go to parties or clubbing, yes I know I'm in Ibiza but I didn't feel that it would help.
My last appointment with Sam was yesterday. She really helped me. I'm going to find another councillor in the next place I visit which I haven't decided yet, probably where the soonest plane is going to like last time.
l packed my new clothes into my new suitcases and went called an uber which took me to the airport. I bought a ticket for the soonest plane, sorted my luggage and went through security. I then looked down at my ticket. Greece here we come.

End of pov.

A/n
Word count - 1601 words
Y/n has been gone one month and is healing. How long do you think she'll be gone? How long will Kairi last without her?