You saved me from myself • Kairi Cosentino(Complete)

41 • It's time to say goodbye

Mattia's pov:

It's been exactly two weeks since the car crash and it's my funeral today. I've followed y/n around like a lost puppy. I've watched as she pushed everyone in her life away and cried herself to sleep every night, crying my name. Kairi too. They need each other. They can't do this alone. Kol would come running into y/n's room whenever he heard her screaming and hold her until she fell back to sleep again. She wasn't eating. It was destroying me to watch. I just wanted to hold her. Why did I have to die?

"Y/n Hossler," The priest called for her to speak about me. She stood up. She separated herself from everyone else and sat alone. She wobbled as she walked over to the podium. She took a deep breath and then shoved the piece of paper into her pocket. Guaranteed she though 'screw that, he deserves more than a prewritten speech'.
"He was my best friend for longer than I can remember. I remember the first day I met him, I didn't know his name as much as he told me it and I called him Dino. He didn't mind. Him and the boys called me Beanie. I think it was because I'm short. She chuckled. There was a time I left. For four and a half month. He met me in Japan, we went to Tunisia together and I pretended to be his and he pretended to be mine. I'm pretty sure he wished we weren't pretending, but I was so in love with someone else that I was blind to him. He brought me home to be with someone who wasn't him. I loved him for that, but not in the way he wanted. About a year ago, I came back home after losing my boyfriend. He comforted me and in doing so, I fell for him. I was so in love with him and he was in love with me. Nothing was one sided when it came to him. Two weeks ago, Mattia picked me up from my house and we were driving and singing. I felt his arm across my chest pinning me to my chair as the car hit us. I could see the fear in his eyes as he looked at me. I lost him that day. I lost everything that day. I don't fucking know if you can hear this. But I forgive you for leaving me, find peace, without me okay? I love you so fucking much," She was breaking down at this point. Kol got up but she waved him off and he sat down. I love you so fucking much and I wish I could tell you. She left the podium and wobbled towards her seat and sat down. She broke down as the priest approached again.
"Finally, Kairi Cosentino," He spoke and left again. I watched as y/n watched Kairi walk up to the podium. He looked over at her and sighed before standing on the podium and looking away.
"One day, I was at elementary, I can't remember what year and this guy was picking on me because I was so tiny. All of a sudden this tall ass dude came up to me with a shorter one and this bully scrambled away. And to this day, we've been the trio. We collected a few along the way, like Robert, Roshaun, Alvaro, and y/n. Y/n was the first female member but they treated her as one of the guys. She was like their sister. I should hate Mattia for stealing my girl but I can't do that. I broke her and he fixed her. He loved her and she loved him. They had a love no one could ever replace. I loved Mattia. He was my husband as you all know he chuckled to cover up his tears. But he's gone now. My big dino bodyguard he sniffled and took a deep breath. What am I doing? Mattia get your ass back here and wake us up from this fucking nightmare he sounded so genuine and I chuckled. If only you were here right now. I love you bro," He sighed before walking off from the podium and sitting back down.

They lowered me into the ground and y/n was sat on the floor separated from everyone else. I watched as Klaus, Kol and Elijah walked up to her. She stood up and wiped her tears.
"You don't have to act strong for us y/n," Elijah said softly. She just shrugged without saying a word.
"We have something you need to know y/n," Kol said softly. She nodded.
"We're leaving," Klaus whispered. Her eyes widened and tears rolled down her cheeks as she shook her head no. Kol pulled her into him and she wrapped her arms around his torso and cried.
"Please don't leave me," She said weakly.
"We've caused you enough trouble y/n," Kol whispered as he stroked her hair. Hell I wish I could hold her. She let go of him and nodded.
"When?" She whispers.
"Now," Elijah says quietly. She nods and hugs them all goodbye and lets them go. I watch as she walks over to the grave with her hands folded on her chest.
Alejandro walks over to her.
"Are you okay beanie?" He says softly. She nods and he sighs and walks off. No no no, don't leave her. She needs you. She needs someone. Don't give up that fucking easy.
"I'm so so sorry," She whispers before walking off. As she leaves the graveyard, everything starts to fade away. Is this the end? If so, please god. Help y/n.

End of pov.
Y/n pov:

I got into my house and Luna came up to me. I weakly stroked her and then put food in her bowl before going upstairs. School tomorrow. I went into my bathroom and opened the draw I never cleared out. I grabbed the sharpest one. It's okay. No one gives a shit anyway. Everyone just leaves. You're worthless. I replaced the old, faded scars with open wounds and watched as the blood trickled down my arms. I let out a sigh of relief and climbed into the shower. I put on some sweats and climbed into bed and slept.

My alarm woke me up. I got dressed into the comfiest clothes I had and went downstairs.

I let Luna out and waited for her to come back in. I then fed her and grabbed my car keys and walked outside. I locked the door and heard Kairi's door open and close. He looked over at me and then walked to the end of his driveway and stood there, as if he was waiting for someone.
I sit in my car and scream and hit the steering wheel. I begin to cry but I quickly wipe away the tears when I see Kairi walking over. He gets into my car and we don't say anything.
"I was waiting for him," He says quietly.
"Don't," I say quietly as tears fall again. I wipe them away it they keep coming. I groan in frustration and turn on the engine. "Do you need to eat?" I ask him.
"Yeh," He says quietly. I nod and drive us to Starbucks. I order for him but nothing for me. I pass him his food and drive us to school. I park in the car park and he opens the bag. "You're not eating again are you?" He sighs. I shake my head but say nothing. "Give me your hand," He says sternly and holds out his hand. He can't know. I don't listen to him so he leans over and grabs my hand. I pull it away from him and get out of the car. I put the keys on my seat and close the door before leaving.

Maths was difficult without Mattia but I got through it and I was walking to spanish when someone came up behind me. They grabbed my hand but I yanked it away.
"Don't touch me," I snapped.
"Do you not want your keys?" I hear Kairi say. I turn around and take my keys from him and turn back around and go into the classroom as I put them in my pocket. I sat in my seat and Kairi came and sat beside me.
"You're not alone y/n," He says to me.
"Yes I am, everyone fucking leaves," I snap at him.
"I'm not going to leave y/n," He says quietly.
"That's because you already did Kai. Remember? You left the moment you let Vic into your house," I snapped at him. I got up from my seat and walked out the classroom, ignoring the teacher calling me back.

End of pov.

A/n
Word count - 1488 words
Bit emotional to write :(