You make me Strong |VMin|

Is it worth it?

Warning : Suicidal thoughts and mention of suicide.

Taehyung woke up early, actually he could not sleep. He was so worried that the boy would do something harmful. The boy sniffled for a long time before finally sleeping. He just observed Jimin who was holding onto the Tata as if his whole life depends on it. "Poor boy" he thought and made his way to kitchen. He took a can of banana milk and sat by the window sill. Life has changed in past one week he doesn't remember the last time he was this relaxed and free. No one was there to instruct him, to order him, for the first time he didn't know what to do. His mother called him, she was worried for him, he assured her that he is fine and just taking a break. Nobody from the company contacted him not even his father (he is not surprised). What was shocking was text messages from Soobin, his step brother asking him if he is ok. Taehyung didn't even knew if they had each others contact number but the gesture brought smile to his face.

He just stared at the changing colours of the sky... How blue and purple mixed with red, how golden hue was peaking through the cracks creating a halo over the clouds... It's like an opening to heaven.. as if teasing the monotonous souls on earth.
"Tae?"
"Good morning, Jin hyung" he gave his box smile.
"Good morning, well did the sun rise from west today? I have never seen you wake this early"
"Well I don't know about that hyung, but the view is certainly breathtaking"
"Hmmm ... Joonie took me out on surprise date yesterday. It's was in a fancy restaurant... Pabo saved for weeks just to spend few hours... and then we went for stargazing"
"He really loves you" Taehyung said he doesn't believe in relationships but really adored his hyungs.
"I know I can't wait to get married and start a family with him" Jin said with a fond smile.

After sometime Namjoon enters the kitchen he gently pecks his fiance and helps him in preparing breakfast, while Taehyung sat there and made landscape sketches.
Jimin enters the dinning room. He looked pale and tired.
"Come Jiminah, sit...  breakfast is almost ready" Namjoon said
Tae looked up only to be disappointed Jimin was dressed differently without any makeup still looked beautiful like an angel. But the glow is gone and his eyes looked dead.
"Jimin" Tae started
"Thanks for cooking dinner yesterday Tae" Jimin said with pleading eyes 
"Tae ... You cooked dinner ... sun really rose from west I guess."
"Oh it was just ramen Jin hyung" Tae whined.
"Ok boys, let's eat."
During breakfast the couple kept flirting, Jimin was silent and didn't eat much. As Jimin was getting ready to leave for shop, suddenly Taehyung dragged him to their room and pinned him against the door.
"Tell me Jiminah what happened?"
"It's nothing Tae I was just homesick and I will be fine when I get use to this life." Jimin said without making eye contact and his voice was barely a whisper. Sensing his discomfort Tae stepped aside, he knew Jimin was not telling truth but he will wait for the boy to open up.
"You know you can talk to me Jiminah" Jimin just nodded and still was looking downwards and then he hugged Taehyung resting his head on his chest feeling his heartbeats.
"Thank you Tae" Jimin mumbled into his chest.
"That's what friends are for Minnie" Tae smiled
"Friends" Jimin said looking into Taehyung's eyes.

On his way to the shop Jimin clinched tightly to Jin's side but Jin thought he is just anxious of being in new place. Today Namjoon too joined them as he didn't have work in the recording studio. All throughout the day the couple kept Jimin entertained one way or the other. Sometimes Jin would crack jokes or sometimes he would scold Namjoon for messing up order of the books. They would bicker and flirt at the same time, Jimin found their relationship really secure and healthy. The couple would introduce him to their regular customers. One old man even pinched his cheeks and called him mochi to which Jimin just smiled shyly.
As Jimin was arranging magazine he spotted Taehyung across the road with another man. They were standing really close to each other. Taehyung's hands were looped around the guys waist. The guy is tall with big doe eyes, sharp cheekbones and wore really expensive clothes. Both of them were staring into eachother's lips. Jimin turned around and faced the racks. He felt disappointed. Suddenly the bell chimed indicating the arrival of a customer. It was Taehyung, who entered with a big smile. Jimin waved at his friend happily but Tae went straight to where the couple was sitting. Three of them  chatted animatedly, they  laughed loudly at something Jin said. (no customers were present then).  After sometimes Taehyung left, Jimin stood their watching him leave in a cab with that guy.
They are family pabo. You are just a stranger who his leeching of their kindnesses. He thought. He suddenly wanted to cry.