BNHA Various x Reader [Paused]

56. Let's Talk

(Y/n) pov:

I laid in bed facing the wall, my room was dark the only light inside was the dim butterflies fluttering around. Tobi lets out a small whimper cuddling against me. Sock was also in my room purring on my head giving somewhat comfort. I hear knocking on the door but I ignored it petting Tobi.

"I'm coming in, kid"

Great just what I needed, my own teacher to lecture me to be strong and other shit. I ignored the dip on my bed behind me and the sigh that came after, "I thought you were joking of me being your favorite hero...I didn't know they made posters of me"

I glance behind me making quick eye contact with Mr.Aizawa. I just took a deep breath going back to petting Tobi. Sock meows running off to some part of the room, "So... Its true you're really transferring to another school?"

I curled up trying to stay away from physical contact from people, I buried my face in Tobi's neck not saying anything, "I'll take that as a yes...do you really think that'll stop them from trying to take you again? If anything you're just making it easier for it to happen again"

I lowered my head bringing the blanket closer covering myself. I don't want that to happen again, never again that's why I want to try another school if it does feel like I'm going to be kidnapped again then I'll just go back to being homeschooled. All I wanted was to live outside of this house that I once thought of as a prison, to finally have the chance to make choices for myself but look at what I got in the end...nothing but body violation and nightmares.

"Come on kid talk to me... Are you really going to give up on being a heroine when you've come this far? What happened to the kid that strived to be better? What happened to the kid that smiled and greeted her tired ass teacher every morning? What happened to Pistis, the girl who wished to be trusted by the people around her?"

I felt his hand land on my shoulder as he spoke more, the feeling of his hand felt foreign making me angry and upset. I smacked his hand off me turning to him, I stood on my bed looking down at him with fat tears rolling down my face, "THAT GIRL WAS VIOLATED BY TWO MEN!! THAT GIRL WAS TOUCHED AND MARKED BY A MAN SHE KNOWS NOTHING OF!! THAT GIRL WAS STRIPPED FROM ALL HER MORALS IN ONE NIGHT!! THAT GIRL CAN'T SMILE ANYMORE BECAUSE OF THAT MAN WHO FORCED OUT ALL OF HER QUIRKS CARING NONE OF HER PLEASE!! THAT GIRL GOT HER QUIRKS STOLEN BY THAT VIEL MAN LEAVING HER WITH ONLY TWO OUT OF THE 78 QUIRKS SHE'S GATHERED!! THAT GIRL IS THE REASON SO MANY PEOPLE WERE AFRAID THAT NIGHT BECAUSE OF THAT MAN WHO USED HER AS A POWER ENHANCEMENT!! THAT GIRL IS NOW AFRAID OF HER OWN QUIRK POWER BECAUSE OF THAT MAN!!!THAT GIRL...is afraid of being used again"

I wiped away the tears falling on my knees I clenched the bed sheets avoiding eye contact from Mr.Aizawa, "I tried... I tried so hard to believe that it's over... that I'm safe from him, but every time I close my eyes I see him--I see him reaching out to me saying the same thing over AND OVER!!"

I crashed down on my bed hiding my face in the sheets soaking the bed. I felt his eyes piercing at me. I took deep breathes the tears just kept coming out my throat throbbed in pain the more I tried to talk, "I hear him say that I'm the artificial death solution to end All Might that I'm going to fulfill his desire of becoming his All for One"

I shook trying to stop myself from crying but it just kept coming out. The pain I've been feeling for a while is now coming out I really am so weak. That's why they took me I'm such an easy target to anyone. "I heard the news of All Might's enforced retirement...I never thought it would be because of me he had to enforce it...It's my fault"