*Thursday*
*Santana sat up in a hurry because she woke up from, yet another nightmare. only this time, she had lost Brittany to another woman*
*Brittany hears san wake up in a panic and just wraps her arms around her in a tight hug without asking any questions, since she just knew what was going on*
*they both lie back down with san now laying on Britt's chest just listening to her heartbeat since it was actually helping her calm down*
Brittany: *has her arms wrapped around Santana's waist and kisses her on her forehead and whispers* I love you!
Santana: I love you so much!
*they had been lying in Brittany's bed cuddling for a while, just enjoying each other's company, in the comfortable silence*
Brittany: you wanna tell me about what the dream was, or are you not ready just yet?
*Santana getting teary eyed just thinking back to what the dream was. she looks up at Brittany and takes a deep breath*
Santana: I lost you *hugs her a little tighter as she starts to cry*
*Brittany kisses the top of her head and just holds her, trying to think of the best way to respond to make it clear that she won't loose her*
*as Santana starts to calm her breathing down again, Brittany is still in the same position. Holding Santana as she tries to think of what to say to make everything better. But as britt is about to say something, she hears light snores and just smiles because she finds Santana adorable, no matter what she is doing. she really needs to figure out a way to make everything clear to Santana, because she knows how insecure san feels about them. she is so scared of loosing Brittany*
*a few hours later*
*Santana wakes up and is about to cuddle into Britt but santana quickly opens her eyes and notices that the space next to her is empty. That's when her anxiety kicks in and san starts to think the worst, which makes her cry into her pillow. san starts to be really hard on herself and think to herself about how she isn't pretty like the models in the magazines she reads. and she just wants to be good enough so Brittany didn't feel like running off and finding someone new, someone skinnier and prettier*
*a few moments later as san is still lost in her negative train of thought that is making her cry. Brittany walk up the stairs with a tray of breakfast for san. Brittany wants to do everything she can to prove to Santana that she is special and there is nowhere else Brittany would rather be, than with Santana*
Brittany: *walks into her room and notices that Santana is crying just looking totally out of it. Britt quickly sets the tray on the bedside table and sits down with Santana laying on Britt's chest again* babe what's wrong? *she says in a concerned voice as she rubs sans arm trying to calm her down*
Santana: I'm so ugly! Why can't I just be perfect like those models....*
Brittany: STOP THAT! YOU ARE PERFECT.... JUST THE WAY YOU ARE! *she raises her voice a little because she doesn't like that Santana is always talking bad about herself*
*Santana just lies there quietly not knowing what to say because she keeps going off in a daze due to all the thoughts going on in her mind*
Brittany: babe?....
*Santana looks up to Britt and lies on her stomach with her arms still wrapped around Britt as she hold onto san as brittany rubs her back*
Brittany: you are beautiful! You are funny! You are smart! and yes you have a smoking hot body that, in my opinion is model like. but that is just a small list of all the incredible things that make you the amazing person that I fall in love with, more and more each day.
