Adopted By O2L

Sadness & Loneliness ,, Chapter 30

I cried. Again. And again. And even more. So much that I couldn't handle it . Why. Why. Why.why . GOSH DAMMIT WHY.
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Trevor broke up with me.

I felt pain . Loneliness. Sadness. I felt mortified . As if I had nothing left in me at all. like I was just a sack of bones that can breath. That's all I was. I was .. Nothing.
I guess he's right though.. No one would love me. I'm just an ugly stupid freak with a crap personality .

He said we could still be friends but I highly doubt that. I can't just be friends with him . Who am I kidding ?! I can find someone better than him .

I hope .

I can do it. Trevor's not that special . He's just a cute , sweet , nice boy.. With the most beautiful voice and- SNAP OUT OF IT TAYLOR.

I'm okay.

I'm okay.

I'm okay .

"Inhale"
"Exhale"
"Inhale"
"Exhale"

It's been 3 days since he broke up with me. Why didn't he give me a reason ? Was it just because he stopped liking me ? Did I do something wrong ? ....it doesn't matter anymore. No one knows he broke up with me .. He texted me . I've told them I went to sleep over with a friend for a few days.. I just locked my door and moped in the bathroom.

I guess my family is pretty dumb.. I have no friends.