Y/N POV
After Billie told me that some girl kissed her and that she didn't mean to kiss back but yet I still got mad at her. You have to understand why though. I trusted her going to that party. Maybe I'm being too hard on her? Am I?
I told billie that I need time to process everything. That was 3 days ago. I haven't talked to billie in 3 whole days. It's killing me. I'm miserable without hearing her voice, her cute laugh, seeing her smile. It's so hard going from talking to someone every second of every hour, to not talking at all. I didn't break up with billie but I did tell her I need space. She's called me at least 10 times a day and I never answer, but there have been times when I really wanted to but I just couldn't give in yet. I really miss her not gonna lie. I wonder how she's doing.
As thoughts filled my head I decided to call Finneas to check up on him and most importantly Billie.
As the phone ringing filled my ears and I patiently waited for him to pick up, I played with the strings on my shorts
(Finneas underlined you bold)
"Hello?" He said through the phone
"Hey fin, how are ya?" I asked
"Y/n! Hi I'm good how are you doing?" He asked sympathetically
"I'm doing alright. How's Billie?" I asked
"She's been better" he said
"What do you mean?" I asked
"Well since you guys had your argument, she hasn't eaten" he said
"Really?" I asked
"Really, we even bought her 5 burritos and she didn't touch them" he said
"Shit, I made her like that" I said
"She just really misses you and regrets going to that party. She beats herself up everyday for it" he said
"Tell her I said to eat something now" I said
"I will. Do you plan to call her back anytime soon?" He asked
"I don't know. I wanna her my point across you know" I said
"I understand, but she loves you so much and really misses you" he said
"I know, I love her too and miss her too" I said
"When you decide you're ready to talk to her, please give her a call" he said
"I will" I replied
"Thank you. I gotta go, talk later?" He asked
"For sure" I replied
"Bye" he said
"Bye" I said back ending the call
Fin's words kept replaying in my head
"She hasn't eaten"
"She misses you"
"She loves you"
"Please give her a call"
"She's been better"
Was I really taking a number on Billie? She really cares about me that much?
I sat in my room all day and just watched YouTube, trying to get my mind off of things when I got another call from Billie. I looked at it for a good minute debating if I should pick up or not
"No. Not yet" told myself. I just let my phone ring
After about 2 hours of watching YouTube, my Mom called out for dinner. I slowly but surely walked down the stairs and sat at the table
"Hey honey, how you feeling?" My mom asked
"Eh" I said
"Soon enough, this will all blow over. Couples fight all the time" my dad said
"Yea" I responded
We all ate dinner, talking, laughing, and sometimes even stayed quiet. It helped me get my mind off of Billie for 30 minutes but as soon as Dinner was over and I went back to my room, she entered my thoughts again.
I turned on my tv you watch Rick and Morty to get my mind off of her once again. No matter what I couldn't stop thinking about what Finneas said.
Has she eaten today?
Is she okay?
Did she come out of her hotel room today?
Those questions kept running through my mind over and over again. Billie said it was an accident and that she didn't kiss back, but yet I still got really mad at her. I was just assuming things for all I know billie could of been drunk, or the girl could of drugged her, or something else.
Thoughts Took over me all night. It started to get too much so I decided to lay down and relax a little bit with my tv still on and Rick and Morty playing in the background. I occasionally looked at my TV and decide if I should turn it off debating more and more I got up and turned on some music. Music has always been an escape for me while I was listening to music I looked around my room and noticed that it was a little dirty so I picked up a little bit it took me about an hour to clean my very messy room since I haven't cleaned in a minute. I slowly laid down on my bed and relaxation and looked at the ceiling I felt my eyes getting heavy and before I knew it I was out. Still thinking about Billie
A/N
This is a short chapter it's more like a filler one
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Wish you were gay||Billie Eilish
Fanfiction"Hello, looks like we're going to be your new neighbors!" The lady said "I'm Maggie, this is my husband Patrick, and our two kids, Finneas, and Billie" GxG with billie, of course Started May 2020 Completed April 19, 2021 #1 in famous #2 in billie...
