Wish you were gay||Billie Eilish

Wrong time?

Y/N POV

Billies show went amazing, like usual. She gave it all of her energy and the crowd was hella active. Right now, we're currently on the bus on our way to Rio De Janeiro, Brazil, which isn't too far from São Paulo. Everyone else is asleep because they're exhausted. I don't blame them, it's midnight here, but of course Billie and I are the last ones up.. we'll except for the driver

Billie and I are currently in the kitchen area so that way we don't wake anyone up because we're watching Rick and Morty. I'll admit, she got me hooked on the show within the second episode. Now we watch it whenever we have free time. I looked over and noticed Billie yawning

"Are you tired?" I asked

"No, I was just yawning" she said with a giggle

I laughed a long with her and we continued to watch the episode.

"Do you wanna watch a movie maybe? I'm kind of bored of just watching the show" She said

"What movie?" I asked

"I don't know, let's look" she said

We went to Netflix. No good movies. Hulu. No good movies. Then we went to HBO Max

"How about this one" I said

"The Lucky One?" She asked

"Yea, I've seen it before a long time ago, it was pretty good" I said

"It seems cheesy" she said

"It kind of is" I said

"Hmm" she hummed thinking about my

"Pleaseee" I begged

"Fineee" she dragged out

I smiled as I clicked play and the movie soon started.

"Is that Zac Efron?" She asked

"Yea" I said

"He looks good in this" she added

"I knowww" I agreed

We continued to watch the movie together. Billie seemed like she was enjoying it because she was watching the screen intensely

"Damn that Keith guy is a dick" she said

"Tell me about it" I said

"Zac Efron do be hot though" she said

I just looked at her

"What ? I don't even have a chance with him so you have nothing worry about" she said

I laughed and lightly hit her arm

***

We had just finished the movie. Billie closed her MacBook and set it aside

"That was surprisingly a good movie" she said

"Told you you'd like it" I said

She smiled at me

"Can I lay here?" She asked gesturing to my lap

I nodded with smile as she did so. She was now looking up at me and I was looking down at her. She had the biggest smile on her face. So big that I could see dimple that I love oh so much

"I still so beyond proud of you" Billie spoke

"Thank you, it means a lot to me that you care" I smiled

"Of course, and what ever you choose to do after high school is totally up to you. if you want to go to college. Go to college. If you want to stay at home. Stay at home. I support you one hundred percent and I always will. No matter what" she said

"Thank you" I smiled

She gave me a warm smile back. Just then, Billie sits up and moves closer to me. I take this as an opportunity to lay my head in her shoulder as I felt tiredness come over me for a second

"Are you tired?" She asked

"No, I just wanna be close to you" I lied As I looked up at her and saw her smile

"You look tired" she said

"I'm not" I said

"I love you" she said looking at me like I was the most purest, precious thing shes ever seen

"I love you too bil" I replied

"No like I really love you. A lot. I can see a future with you and everything. Like marriage, kids and shit. Which isn't like me, but you've really taught me what a relationship is and I'm so grateful I met you" she gushed

I lifted my head off of her shoulder to actually look at her. Not saying a word, just taking in what she told me. I couldn't help but explode on the inside. She wants a future with me, just like how I want one with her.

"Wrong time?" She asked as she looked scared and embarrassed

I still didn't say anything. Just thinking about having a little family with Billie excites me

"I shouldn't have said anything, forget it" she said feeling embarrassed

"No, no, no. I want a future with you too. I can't wait to have little kids running around all over the place. I want to get married to you, I want to have kids with you. I want everything with you" I gushed right back

"Really?" She asked

"Really, I love the thought of us being together forever and getting married and raising kids together" I said

I couldn't help but smile to myself as she smiled

"Wooo" she sighed

"What?" I asked

"I was scared that you didn't want to have a future with me or some shit. That would've broke my heart" she spoke

"I want nothing more" I said as I gave her a genuine smile

She smiled back and placed her hand on my cheek. She then stroked my left cheek with her thumb. I leaned in the place a gentle kiss in her lips

"I love you so much" she said as she pulled away from the kiss

"I love you too" I smiled