Just let me in

Chapter 25

[Zach's P.O.V]
We were sitting downstairs when I heard shouting from upstairs. I got up and went outside to hear Jesse shouting. I ran back in and got the others and we legged it up the stairs. I shoved open the door and stared in shock at the sight in front of me. Jesse. He hardly ever cried. He was hardly ever sad. He never had panic attacks. He was always calm. But then? Then he was sat on the floor sobbing into his knees rocking back and fore. Cassidy was lying on the bed. Her top had a dark red stain on the front that covered all of her stomach and chest. She was deathly pale and wasn't moving. I froze just looking.
"Fuck what happened?!" I screamed
"T...there... I...I've called a...an a...ambulance I I can't!" He pulled himself tighter into a ball.
"Eddie and Zach get Jesse out he's having a panic attack and he needs air. Go! NOW!" Jax ordered.He kept his cool in situations like this. "Kellin. You know Cassidy the best and Jesse's in no fit state, so you stay with me incase she wakes up. Calum you stay as well. Jake you go tell Daphne Ana and Max to go home and Toby-"
"Tells us what?" Ana and the others had come upstairs and were blocking the doorway.
"Cassidy's bleeding too much. She's passed out and we're waiting for the ambulance. Go home, we'll look after her." Jax said. I saw Ana frown at the mention of Cassidy, and made a mental note to find out about that later.
"Yeah I'll see you later baby."
"No I'll come. Daphne take max and go." They left and we were able to get past. Jesse almost collapsed against us, but we were holding him up so we were able to get him outside and sat down on the floor outside. Eddie sat opposite him and told him to breathe deeply in an effort to calm him down. I wasn't listening though. I saw the ambulance pull up and the paramedics came up to Toby. Kellin and Jax carried Cassidy through the front door and to the ambulance before handing her to the paramedics. Before I realised it I was up and walking towards them. I could see the pain on Jax's face just thinking about getting in the ambulance and going to the hospital and I just knew that it was too much for him. This was all too familiar for him. Before I knew it I had moved Jax aside and got into the back of the ambulance.