3 months later
They tried to keep me in the hospital but I refused, I told them if I've got only a month left what the point. I'd rather be in my home than be in a hospital room.
Any day.
Any day now and I'm gone.
I'm in pain all of the time and at this point I just want to go.
The pain is excruciating, it's constant.
I can't sleep, I'm not hungry, I'm physically and mentally exhausted.
I've asked everyone to come to see me today, I need to say goodbye to everyone before I can't.
"Hey you wanted to see us?" Ellie asks walking in
"Yeah" i say and they sir down on the edge of my bed
"I just want to say thank you" i tell them
"For what?" Bella asks
"Giving me some lifelong friends, creating memories. I never really had proper friends before you guys came along and I'm so grateful that you're in my life" I tell them and Freya starts crying
"Don't cry please, cause I've got to hold it together for everyone else I have to talk to" i say and they chuckle lightly
"Ellie" I ask and she looks at me
"I'm going to ask you to be patient with Jordan, he's stubborn and I'm afraid he'll act out" i tell her and she nods
"Don't worry, I'll look after him" she says and i nod
"I love you girls so much" I say and they all hug me
"We love you too"
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"Hi Holls" Ryder says walking into the room with Ace, Issac, Raymond and Kelly
"I just wanted to talk to you guys because, you guys have been like my second family" I say and Kelly starts crying.
"Now I hope you all, are going to be strong for Finn" I tell them and they nod
"I can see it now, he's going to act out, lash out and I need you to not give up on him because as much as he's pushing away his feelings to be strong for me, it's only a matter of time before he breaks" I tell them and they nod
"Ryder, Ace, Issac i hope you guys do well for yourselves, go to college. Get a good job, meet someone nice. I want you guys to be happy because your like family to me, your my brothers" I say and they start crying
"I love you all, your my family whether you like it or not" i say and they all give me a smile
"We love you too"
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"Hey honey how are you feeling?" My mom asks me and I shrug
"I need to talk to you both" I tell them and they look at each other before sitting down on my bed
"Now, any day now I'm not going to be here anymore" I say and my mom starts crying
"Now, I want you to not grieve over me for too long. I know that's hard because I'm your daughter but I need you to know that I could have not have a better life. You two, are the best parents in the entire world and I'm so glad that you raised me to be who I am today" I say gripping their hands
"Now, please don't argue once I'm gone. Don't get ratty, talk to each other because the last thing this family needs is a divorce and you two need to be strong and not fail. I love you two more than anything in the world and I'm so happy that you have given me life I've always wanted" i tell them and they are both crying
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The girl with secrets
Ficção AdolescenteHolly Wilson, is a girl of many things, many talents and mysteries. She's a girl that can hold many secrets. A girl who's been through way too much. When Holly and her mom finally move to live with the rest of her family in Arizona, all Holly wants...
