MY CRAZY FANGIRL

CHAPTER 10

Tuesday morning came.

Napailing nalang si Cole ng makita kami pero napangiti rin. He must be happy seeing us in good terms. He should be. We're bestfriends after all at kahit siya ay hindi sanay na di kami magkasama ni Jin.

"Finally finish with you dramas huh!" he commented. We are now eating our lunch at our favorite place in the school ground. We just gave him a face and continue eating our lunch and talk about the recent issues in kpop industries completely ignoring him.

"Great! I become an air again" he keep on whining and we keep on ignoring him.

"Last time, si Jonghyun, ngayon naman si Sulli. Ghad! I can't really understand the shitty minds of knetz. Ang toxic" naiiling na wika ni Jin pagkatapos uminom ng orange juice niya.

"True. So what kung di siya nag ba-bra? It's not like not having a bra is a sin. And it's her body, she can do whatever she wants with it. Tsaka pwede ka kayang mag ka cancer kapag palagi kang nag ba-bra"

"Hays! I just hope ito na ang last incedent ng suicide sa mga SM artist dahil nakakalungkot" malungkot na wika niya and I must agree. Body shaming, toxic mindsets and toxic people should stop. We are all humans after all. No ones perfect but we shouldn't sin as we like.

Natapos kami sa pagkain ng di pinapansin si Cole kaya nabigla kami ng makitang wala na siya sa harap namin. Nauna na siguro dahil di na keri ang pag sesenti namin ni Jin. Ewan ko ba sa lalaking yun. He doesn't like kpop and kdrama pero saamin pa sumasama na alam namang wala kaming bukambibig at topic kundi yun. Ang gulo niya. Mahikayat nga yan minsan mag fanboy para hindi naman out of space palagi samin ni Jin.

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As I was browsing my facebook watch videos, napadpad ako sa isang video ni Joy at Sungjae. They're idol actors so hindi na naging mahirap sakin na makilala sila dahil babad ako sa kpop at kdrama. Though, it's my first time seeing them on screen together being sweet and all kaya napaisip ako kung may nakaligtaan ba akong project ni Joy. Sa pagkakaalam ko kasi parang dalawang drama palang ang lead role siya; The Liar and His Lover and The great Seducer and i'm perfectly sure na wala si Sungjae sa mga naging lead actor niya. Out of curiosity I search for it and find out that if was a reality show named We Got Married and was aired last 2015. I like their chemistry so I downloaded the episodes and watch it.

Episode 1 palang ako pero diko na mapigilang mapangiti, matawa at makilig. Shit lang! Ang ganda ng chemistry nila and I can't help but watch out for every next episodes dahil nakakakilig talaga. Papatayin ata ako ng dalawang to sa kilig. MY GHAD!

Kakatapos ko lang sa episode 5 ng tawagin ako for dinner kaya ni-stop ko muna and decided to watch it before sleeping later. Good thing it was Friday at wala akong assignments kaya walang problema. I can stay up all night if I want just to finish this.

The next morning, I woke up late for breakfast and too early for lunch. Nakatanggap pako ng sermon dahil doon but I just shrug it off. Sanay na naman ako sa mga sermon ni Mama at sanay narin naman siya sa pag gising ko ng tanghali every weekend so quits kami. I decided to take a bath first, drink milk and just eat bread then continue watching WGM (We got married) after I'm done with my chores in the house, specifically in my room. Gusto ko kasing ako ang naglilinis ng kwarto ko. I don't want other people to touch my things especially my official posters na pinag ipunan ko pa at in-order online that is pasted in my rooms wall. Konti na nga lang ang space ng pwedeng lagyan. May standee din ako ni Lee Jung Suk na hiningi ko lang sa isang fan din online and was surprise ng ipadala nga niya sakin. And I thank her for that.

My room is originally minimal themed but when I started fan girling it become Kpop themed eventually. Maliban sa puno ng posters ang kwarto ko, naka personalize din ang bed and pillow covers ko dahil yan ang mga nireregalo ng mga Ninang at pinsan at nila Mama din tuwing birthday ko at pasko. Thankful lang talaga ako kasi supportive ang pamilya ko. #blessed😇