[Chapter Thirty-Nine]
NicoleI was nervous at first but I have to tell him the truth. I was hit by his words. 'At kailan ka magiging handa'. I didn't know when I'm ready. I didn't think of it. Seeing my son crying while hugging his father, was so hurt to me. My son badly want to see his dad but I just keep saying 'soon anak'. I'm happy and felt so relieve. I never thought that all my 'what if's' is all wrong. I was dumb. I was blaming my self all the time. In five years I just keep it as a secret and never tell him even a single word.
But it's just in the past. It already happen and we can't change it. I have to forget what happend in the past. I should focus now. I have to focus on my own family. They are my happines. Seeing them happy is enough for me. And no one can chage it.
"That's beutiful daddy. Mommy will like it" I heard Zach's voice. Nasa labas ako ng kwarto ni Zach. Kakarating ko lang galing sa office. Buong araw ay sila ang mag kasama. Hinayaan ko muna dahil matagal rin silang hindi nagkita. It's better to so they can bond each other more.
"Okay, what about this?" It's Ian's voice now. I knocked the door so I can get in. I twist the door knob and slowly opened it.
Nagulat sila at itinago ang isang papel. I looked at the both of them. Parang mau tinatago sila sa akin. "What's that?" I asked. They both shooked their heads. I just nod. Maybe they are doing some things.
"How's your day?" I asked at kinandong si Zach. "It's fine mommy" Zach answered and smile. I looke at Ian but he just smile.
"Okay, did you eat na?" I asked at umiling siya. "Tara". Kinarga ko siya. Tumayo na si Ian at pinagbuksan kami ng pintoan.
Inupo ko siya sa upuan. Sinalinan ko muna ng kanin at pagkain siya. Tinulungan ko siyang kumain since medyo nahihirapan pa siya. After naming kumain ay nanood kami ng movie. Iron man movie ang pinanood namin, as usual.
After watching a the movie, ay nakatulog si Zach. Kinarga niya ito at dahan dahan na inihiga sa kama nito. I watched him as he put the comforter on Zach's body. He's so sweet.
"Darling" tawag nito.
"Hmm?"
Dahan dahan siyang nag lakad papalapit sa akin. Napa atras ako dahil patuloy siya sa pag lapit. Tumigil ako ng tumama ang likod ko sa dingding.
He kissed my roughly. He do sucking, licking and biting. He taste every bit of me. Hinihingal ako ng tinigil niya ang halik.
"Uhmm....Zach might wake up" I said but he kissed my again. He stopped and grab my hand and we went out to Zach's room.
Kinorner niya ako sa wall at hinalikan ako. He massage my mound that make me moan. "Fuck!" He start sucking my neck and leave som marks. He went back to my lips and kissed me roughly.
"Shit! Fuck!" He thrust fast and deep. We released at the same time. I could feel hi hot liquor inside me. Hinihingal akong tinignan siya. He was cleaning me. He went to the bathroom and throw the tissue.
"Let's sleep" he said and handed my clothes. Sa kwarto ni Zach kami matutog para may kasama si Zach. He kissed me again pero di naman iyon matagal.
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"Ma'am, lunch po" sabi ni Danica at inilapag ang lunch ko. "Salamat" sabi ko at sinara ang lop top ko. Nag bow siya bago lumabas.
I ate my luch and after it ay pumunta ako sa board room. Emergency meeting raw. Dali dali akong naglakad papunta roon. Nandoon ang mga head sa project namin. I saw him too at halatang stress. I sit down on my chair. "Start" sabi ko.
BINABASA MO ANG
Fake Girlfriend
RomanceNicole's life was very simple and peace. Not until she became a fake girlfriend of Ian, a musician.