CHANGE FOR YOU | REVISED

Chapter 32

Lisa POV

This past several weeks have been torture for me. It's painful to avoid and ignore y/n. I know it's my fault for not confessing earlier. We even got into an argument, and it broke my heart to see tears streaming down her cheeks.

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Flashback...

I was eating alone in the cafeteria when y/n approached me. Jennie wasn't with her this time.

"Lisa, we need to talk, please," her soft voice resonated like music in my ears.

"Sure," I replied plainly and followed her. After a few minutes of awkward walking, we finally arrived at the garden. I sighed, wondering why she brought me here.

"Lisayah, I'm sorry," her apology caught me off guard. Why was she apologizing? I'm the one at fault here.

"I'm sorry for what I said. I-I didn't mean it," it hurt to see her in tears, but I couldn't hold back any longer. I hugged her tightly, letting my own tears fall.

"Don't cry. It pains me," I softly said, cupping her cheeks with my hands.

"I love you... I have feelings for you," I confessed, but all she did was stare at me. 'Please say something, please,' I pleaded internally. However, she let go of my hands and backed away. No, please, no.

"Lisa... I'm dating Jennie," I froze, staring sadly at her. It felt like my heart shattered into a million pieces, tearing me apart. Tears streamed down my face as I broke down in front of her.

"L-Lisa," she tried to reach out to me again, but I stopped her. 'Why, y/n? Why did you hurt me?' I thought, and y/n attempted to touch me once more, but...

"Stay away! Don't come near me... please," my voice trembled as more tears flowed from my eyes.

"Lisa, please," she pleaded, but before she could come any closer, I ran. I ran as fast as I could to avoid her. I couldn't bear the pain anymore. It felt like I was dying inside. I skipped school and went home.

Flashback end.

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"Ugh, I miss her," I groaned in frustration and ate more ice cream. Ice cream makes everything better. I've been skipping classes these past few weeks, and I hope my professor won't give me too many assignments.

"Limario, open up! It's me," someone banged on my door. Ugh, it's my cousin. I lazily got up and opened the door.

"You look horrible, HAHAHA!" This idiot, did he come all the way here just to laugh at me?

"What do you want?" I asked coldly, but he's used to it, so he wasn't affected.

"Why are you skipping class?" he asked, but I just shrugged my shoulders and went back to bed.

"Hmm, let me guess... y/n rejected you, didn't she?" I shot him a stern glare, and he laughed so hard that tears were visible in his eyes.

"It's none of your business," I sternly said, continuing to eat my ice cream. 'This ice cream is really good,' I thought, not giving BamBam any attention.

"Y/n was asking me if you're okay," he abruptly said. I choked and looked at him.

"Of course I'm not okay after everything that happened," I angrily said. 'She expects me to be okay after what happened,' I thought, flopping myself lazily onto my bed.

"She's worried, you know."

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