September 12, 2008 at 11:22PM

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In bed.

Can't sleep.

Thinking about Beth.

Was it possible that if I thought hard enough about her, she would know I was thinking about her? Could we start talking to each other even though we were in different places? Like The Shining  but more romantic? Less r e d r u m?

She freaked me out. Freaked me the hell out.

What does it mean to take the hell out of something? Was there hell in me? In everything?

I have this image of being close to her, getting to know her really well, maybe kissing her someday.

Who am I kidding though? That idea is too good to be true.

There's a tough, capital T truth here. Truth.

One that precludes any of that from happening.

She can't see that thing yet.

But it's only a matter of time. 

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