April 7, 2009 at 11:07AM

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Hey, know it's been a while, but I'd love to talk if you're up for it. Hope you're well.

Risky text but I had to send it. Staring at my phone. No response.

Attempting to occupy myself, I rearrange things in the fridge, take a sip of some leftover Gatorade and then sit down in the living room.

The house is empty. Sound of the clock louder than usual.

An hour later, I get this:

Hey Tim, things have been hard, but I will be okay. I don't think I'm ready to talk right now but maybe I will be at some point. Hope you're well too.

I re-read it a few times.

It stings. I feel foolish for texting.

She doesn't want to hear from me.

This isn't something I can just easily repair. 

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