Still With My Memories

9: None is Coincidence

JUNGKOOK POV

"Do I need to see a doctor? I think my heartbeat is abnormal." I asked myself as my heart kept beating faster whenever I think of him.

That gaze.

Those eyes.

Those lips.

Why was it repeatedly playing in my head?

I'm feeling hot again. Was it fever? Am I really sick? These strange feelings kept bugging me s from the moment I saw him at the park. I should be annoyed but oftentimes, I felt giddy instead.

"Haaaa~"

I walked to the kitchen to get some water and cool down myself. I drank as much water as I could hoping these thoughts will be drowned as drink more. His smile flashed in my head all suddenly and I almost choke with water.

*Cough cough*

It's getting worse. It made me breathless too. Breathing heavily, I lowered the bottle of water in the table. The more I think about him the more my heart pound faster.

"Haaa.. 진짜 I think I'm going crazy." Maybe some work out will help to distract my head so I positioned myself to do some push ups.

***

"Forty n-ine...."

"Fif-ty..."

"I trust you." His words echoed in my head all suddenly. What the he-

"F-uck.." I cursed as my chest flopped on the floor. I lay down breathing heavily while sweat continues streaming down my face and neck. Me and the ceiling had a staring competition and I could've won if only Jimin's face didn't appear out of nowhere. "Ugh! Now I'm having delusions?!" Wow this was making me insanely frustrated. I wiped my face harshly. This was the first time I experienced something like this. I am just focused on getting on my dream job.

I tried to distract myself from overthinking and sat on my couch. I turned on the TV but as to no afford-

"T-thank you."

Shit. His shy face playing in my head.

"Arrgh..." I threw the pillow on the couch. Gosh. I didn't know what to do. I am frustrated but my heart kept fluttering too. Was this bad or good?

I walked back and forth in my living room. How can I even shook off these weird thoughts.

I needed an effective distraction.

Just then, I immediately get my phone and dialled a familiar contact number.

(Phone ringing)

"...Hello" A deep familiar voice answered.

"Hello...

...hyung"

-FLASHBACK-

"Jungkook!!!" I was taken aback with my mother's yelling. I just got home from school and was changing my clothes.

"W-why? What happened?!" I almost tripped as I hurriedly went to my mother.

I found her standing on Taehyung's room while holding a piece of paper. Tears was streaming down her face. As I looked around the room. Taehyung was nowhere to be seen. His closet was left empty. "W-where's hyung?" I asked dumbfounded.

My mom looked at me helplessly and handed over the note.

-Taehyung's letter-

Mom, Jungkook ah,