Niall's POV
It's four in the morning and I'm currently writing my wedding vows. I have so much to say but I don't know how to make it short but meaningful.
I feel like I'm so excited that my thoughts are all around the place. I don't even know where to start.
After having a sip of my water, the doorbell rang and I got confused because it's literally pitch black outside and who is supposed to come around this time.
When I opened the door, I saw the back of my beautiful soon-to-be wife standing outside. She shouldn't be here, it's bad luck to see there future spouse before the wedding. But I'm also happy because I haven't seen her for a week now.
"Hey beautiful, what are you doing here? You're not supposed to be here." I said and when she turned around, her eyes were red and puffy and I worriedly asked "What's wrong?"
Then tears started to fall down her cheeks and then she took my hand and placed the engagement ring on the palm of my hand.
I got confused and scared when she gave it to me then she sobbed "I just can't."
"What? Tell me what's wrong. Talk to me." I said trying to comfort her "Please tell me what's bothering you."
"I--" Her voice cracking makes my heart ache "I'm sorry, Niall." Then she walked away and hurriedly went inside her car
I was completely frozen and shock at what happen.
My mind wanted to chase her but my heart wanted me to let her go.
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"Thank you have a nice day." I said before leaving a pastry shop
It is a beautiful sunny day here in L.A and I'm driving my way to (Y/N)'s parent's house.
Her parents told me that she's been staying there ever since the day she walked out on me.
I have been calling and texting her from the last couple of days but she won't answer or call me back.
I just have to see her.
Once I parked outside there house, my hands started to sweat and shake. I have never been this anxious before.
When I knocked outside there door, her dad greeted me and let me inside there house.
"Niall, how are you, dear?" Her mom hugged me once she saw me enter there living room
"I'm okay, where's (Y/N)? How is she?" I asked
"She hasn't left her room. When she eats, we just bring her food straight to her room." Her dad answered
"Is it okay if I go check up on her?" I politely asked then they both nod
As I was walking towards her bedroom, I wanted to be mad at her for leaving me clueless and punishing me like this but I just can't.
I took a deep sigh before knocking on her door "(Y/N)?"
There was no response on the other side of the door, so I knocked again "(Y/N)."
"Go away." Her voice cracking at the end
"Please, open the door." I pleaded
"I don't want you here, Niall." She whimpered
"I want to see you." I begged
"Please, go. That's all I ask." She said
"(Y/N), why are you doing this to me? What did I ever do to you to make you walk out on me?" I asked trying my best not to cry
"It's not you, Niall." She sobbed "Just go."
"I'm not leaving you, (Y/N). I will never leave you." I said
"Stop being so stubborn, Niall."
"I'm not leaving until I see you!"
Then she suddenly opened the door and I was shocked to see her in a state like this.
"Now you finally saw me, so go!" She was about to push me away but I quickly caught her arms
"Hey." I cupped her face "(Y/N), look at me."
Then she shook her head no "Please, I'm begging you, go away." She cried
"All I ask is tell me what's wrong." I said "It's been a week, (Y/N). Every fucking day I asked myself what went wrong between us. I'm not going to lie to you but I'm really mad at you right no--"
"Then be mad at me, Niall! Slap me, punch me whatever you want! It's what I deserve!" She shouted
"But I can't and you know I can't do that to you." I said my voice cracking at the end "(Y/N), I still love you after everything that you put me through."
"Please, stop." She sobbed "If you love me, you'll let me go right?"
"I love you but I'm not letting you go this time." I said
"I'm sorry." She cried
"You keep saying that and I still don't understand." I said "Please, make me understand."
"I did what I did because I love you." She sobbed "So, go. Please, I don't want to hurt you anymore."
"I still don't understand."
"Niall, please stop doing this to me." She said
"I'm not doing anything to you, (Y/N)." I said "All I ask is you tell me the reason why are we like this."
"I was scared, okay?!" She said tears still streaming down her face "I wasn't ready! I was scared that I will fail in our marriage, I was scared that every fucking night we will fight like this, I was scared that I won't be able to provide everything you ask me to do, I was scared that I won't be able to make you happy." She sobbed "I love you so much and I'm scared that I will fail you."
Words can't express everything what I feel right now, so I grabbed her by the waist and pull her towards my chest and gave her the most meaningful and passionate kiss.
Our lips collided in sync and I can still feel butterflies playing around my guts. After pulling away, I rest my forehead to hers and said "(Y/N), you don't have to be scared because I will always be here with you in every step of the way."
Then I took the engagement ring through my pocket and slowly slid it down her ring finger "I just want you to be my wife everyday."
"Niall." She whispered
"And if you ever feel like your unhappy with our marriage, I'll let you go. I'll do it for you because I love you." I said
Then she cupped my face with both of her hands and gave me a kiss on the lips "I love you." She said making me smile
Then a year later we are now happily married and a baby girl coming in a few weeks.
As we sat down on the living room watching news, she looked up to me.
"What is it, my love?" I asked
"Nothing, I love you."
"I love you, too. Always."
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