Niall Horan Imagines 2

8 : Friends to Lovers (Part 3)

"Hey." Was the first word he said once he sat down across (Y/N) "How are you?"

(Y/N) didn't know how to respond. She wanted to say so many things and answer the question casually. But she knew it wouldn't be that simple.

She feels like she is talking to a stranger.

She opened her mouth but there was no words coming out.

"I know I haven't been answering your calls and texts but I heard and read all of them." He sighed

"Why didn't you call back?" She asked

Then Niall looked her directly to the eyes and for a moment his heart aches to see her that she was hurt.

"I don't know." He answered

It feels like there is a lump on her throat. She wanted to tell everything that she wanted to say but she can't.

"Why did you leave?" Niall is the one asking this time

She knew what Niall is talking about "It was the right thing to do."

"And then you call me and tell me that it was a stupid mistake?!"

"Niall, we were both drunk." She said her voice getting louder "Amelia also called you that night, so I was expecting that you two got back together."

"We didn't." Niall said

"What?" (Y/N) confusedly asked

"She wanted to get back together but I didn't." He answered "You know why? Because it's been you, (Y/N). It's always been you. My mind races, my heart beats, my world stops, I feel butterflies, I get nervous... All of that happens when I'm with you."

"Niall, this is wrong." (Y/N) said shaking her head no

"Then why didn't you pull away when we kissed? You had the choice, (Y/N). Why didn't you take it?"

"We were both fucking drunk! I wasn't thinking straight." She said trying not to attract attention from a public place

"Well that's a pathetic excuse. I've known you for so long and I know damn well you don't get drunk or wasted. So, tell me the truth." Niall sternly said

Niall was right. Everything that he said were all right.

But (Y/N) doesn't wanted to admit that.

She couldn't even admit that to herself.

"That is the truth, Niall." She lied "What else do you want me to say?"

"That you feel the same way."

"You're my best friend, Niall. And that's it. Nothing more." She said before she stood up from her seat and leave

As she walks back to her hotel room, Niall grabbed her arms making her stop from her tracks and turn around.

"Stop walking away from me, (Y/N). Let's face the truth. I know deep down in your heart that you feel the same way and you're just to afraid to admit." Niall said

"I can't hurt Louis." (Y/N) said, tears started to form in her eyes "And I hope that you won't hurt him also because he is your best friend." Then she pulled away and continued to walk back to her hotel room

(Y/N)'s POV

When I got back inside our hotel room, that Louis and I shared, I took a deep breath and slid my back against the door.

I couldn't help but cry.

Niall and I rarely fight but this time I felt like I was loosing him for good.