No Shame

Thirteen

⚠️tw// self harm, descriptive⚠️

The New CiCi! A role model for all, including her father!

(PARIS, FRANCE) Christian Moore has now been seen with the same woman on his arm for over a month. This time the couple was photographed in Paris, France enjoying dinner and a stroll through the romantic city.

Moore has built himself a reputation not unlike his daughters when it comes to love. His first wife Roselyn Moore passed away from self-inflicted injuries in the family home nearly ten years ago leaving Christian and their shared daughter Cecilia (CiCi) to work through their grief. Since Roselyn's passing Christian has been married a shocking ten times, the longest marriage being his fourth which ended after six months.

With a history like that it's no surprise that his daughter has turned a similar leaf in her dating life, flaunting any and all men she can get online as she dates through the elite and desperate of LA's hottest men. Stirring up drama when bored, and throwing parties crazy enough to peak the interest of the most elite young A listers in the city.

But times seem to be changing for the Moore Family. CiCi took the lead, her rumored relationship with Calum Hood (5 Seconds of Summer) has been blossoming for over two months now. In an interview recently Hood was asked about his relations with CiCi and responded without direct confirmation. But he did defend her heatedly when her known reputation was brought up by the host. A cryptic post, not uncommon for CiCi's account, was posted only hours later where she included a caption about a loyal King, not the first time CiCi has referenced Hood as King online. Hood and CiCi were seen in Sydney together around Valentine's Day to top off the rumors of their involvement.

It appears Christian Moore has taken notes from his daughter's book. The newest woman on his arm is age appropriate, and successful in her own right. Robin Wheeler has enjoyed a comfortable life working on the executive board for Macy's department stores for over two decades. A stark contrast to the seemingly dull women Moore has paraded through his life.

Did CiCi's relationship with Calum show her dad he could find love again too? Have the Moore scandals come to an end as both family members settle into healthy relationships? Subscribe to keep caught up of the socialite family and their significant others here.

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CiCi throws her phone to the end of the bed, annoyed at the article. How the fuck could they? How could they talk about her mom's death like that? How could they say that her dad and her were anything alike? How could they praise her for being a good example for him?

She isn't dating Calum. They are not in a relationship. Why does everything have to be a relationship or not. They're two adults having fun, that's not a crime. And how fucking dare they say she was the reason her dad found Robin.

Robin. The woman who looked strikingly similar to her own mother. The woman who was smart and ambitious and seemed kind. Why couldn't he want a bimbo again? Why couldn't he find another woman who wanted him only for what he could give her? Why did he have to change that?

Falling sideways into the bed she pulls a pillow to her chest, hugging it tightly as the sobs begin to shake through her body.

She doesn't want a new mom, she doesn't need a new mom, and she is not ready to face the idea that this woman, Robin, could hold the potential of actually becoming someone that important to her dad, someone that could be around long enough to want to be a mother figure to her...

Reaching out for her phone she wipes under her eyes, trying to steady her breathing long enough to post what she needs said. Hoping more than she will admit that Calum reads into the caption and comes running.

Dropping the phone back onto the duvet as Instagram informs her the post has sent she lets the sobs wrack through her again. The hidden and vulnerable parts of her feeling blown open and exposed to her harshest thoughts as she lays across the bed yanking at the roots of her hair to try and rid her mind of the haunting images and thoughts swimming through it.

As soon as she begins hyperventilating she knows it's a lost cause, pushing herself from the bed and towards her nightstand drawer. Digging carefully into the back where she's tucked it away, she pulls the small razor blade out and heads for the bathroom.

Just a little bit of relief, a little pain to remind her she's alive still...

Stepping into her en-suite, she sets the blade on the counter and carefully peels her clothing from her body. Letting the shower warm as she wipes the mess of makeup streaks from her face.

Picking up the blade again with a shaky hand she steps into the bubble glass encased shower, breathing in the steamy air as she leans against the wall.

Bringing the blade to her right hip she presses until she feels the familiar sting, sliding it seamlessly for an inch or two before lifting away, watching the small trail of blood roll down her thigh as she breathes. Moving the blade a centimeter lower and repeating the action, letting her mind focus on the small sting of each cut as her eyes follow the red stream she is creating, running down her leg, across the pearl white flooring and away into the drain along with some of the feelings bottled so tightly inside her mind.

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