Things change

Part 96

*The sun beamed through your closed curtains while you laid on your side. Dreading getting out of bed. The time read 8:34 am on the alarm clock placed on your bedside table. You let out a low sigh and slowly walked over to your closet. You searched for any black clothing. Preferably a dress.*
Y/n: God I haven't seen this thing in years...
*You put the dress over your arm as you grabbed the only black heels you owned. You set down the items on the countertop and ran the hot water...trying your best to be prepared for today. Once you were finished showering you made your way over to the mirror, where you proceeded to blow dry your hair. After,  you slightly curled it and did light makeup. Nothing special because you were most likely going to be crying it off anyways. Then, proceeded to get dressed.*
Mom: Y/n? *She knocked on your door*
Y/n: Yeah? *You walked out and opened the door. She was wearing a long black flowing dress.*
Mom: We have to leave in 10 minutes. The girls  are ready
Y/n: okay...
Mom: You look great sweetheart *she gave you a lighthearted smiled and grabbed your hands*
Y/n: Is dad coming?
Mom: Yeah he is
Y/n: Why? *You whispered under your breath..*
He hates Grayson
Mom: He doesn't hate Grayson...he just says the wrong things at the wrong times
*You rolled your eyes and walked back in your room and sat down on the bed*
Mom: I'll meet you down stairs okay?
*You nodded and sucked your lower lip into your mouth. Trying to fight the tears that we're building up in your eyes.*
Ava: Mommy, y/n is coming right? *You walked down the stairs to see all of them by the front door. Bailey and Ava were wearing tiny dresses while your dad was dressed in a tuxedo*
Ava: Oh *you didn't make eye contact with any of them and walked out front door. Keeping your head low. Ava got in the car and sat in the middle of you and bailey. Your heart ached more and more as you got closer to the church. You seen at least 20-25 different cars outside. You closed your eyes hoping that you wouldn't break down. But you knew as soon as you seen Ethan or Blake or any of them it was all gonna come out.*
Mom: You guys ready? *Your dad parked the car and everyone stayed silent. You stared out the window at a group of adults laughing and drinking at the same time. You were so pissed off at them. You doubted they even knew who Grayson was. All of you exited the car and everything started playing in slow motion. Your heart was begging you to just go home. You couldn't handle this.
Worker: Hey! Can I get names please?
*You couldn't put it in words of how much she pissed you off. Her perky ass attitude with her fucking sign in sheet.*
Mom: Alice, John, Ava, Y/n, and... bailey y/l/n
Worker: Okay! I'm so sorry for your guys loss *She frowned and shook your parents hand. God you fucking hated her.*
*You all walked down the isle as a bunch of people talked amongst themself In the other rows.*
Blake: Y/n *God damnit hold yourself together. Everyone sat down as you walked over and hugged all of them. You couldn't help it but break down when you hugged Ethan. He held a tight grip on you for a while as you guys cried in each others arms. This wasn't going to be easy...You finally took your seat next to ethan and Ava...*
Ethan: I don't wanna be here *He let out a shaky breath and held onto your hand as he stared at the casket. So many flash backs kept appearing in your mind. Your brain didn't accept the fact that Grayson cold dead body was laying right in front of you*
Priest: Attention everyone. We are here to  cherish the loss of Grayson Bailey Dolan. All of us are deeply saddened and hurt from this tragedy. I am so sorry to all the families, relatives, and friends associated with Grayson.   I would like to have the following people come up and say a few words about Grayson. *He moved a few of his papers off the podium and stood back*
Priest: Lisa Dolan
*She wiped her tears with a napkin and stood up. Walking over to graysons casket as more tears fell from her face...You felt her pain. Your heart hurt more and more as every second went by...She cleared her throat and rested her hands on the podium before speaking.
Lisa: I-I want to start off by saying that I love Grayson and Ethan with my whole entire heart.  I would do anything to have him here with us today. He was such a brilliant person. I've never met someone more caring then him. No matter what you were going through he would always be there. He was best person you would have ever met. And I'm gonna miss him in words that I can't describe. He was the light in my life. And through this stressful time it's going to be more then hard. Everyday goes by and it sets in more. That I won't get to see him everyday. But I know he's in a better place where he can continue living happy...I'm so sorry Grayson *She looked at him one last time and exited the platform. Your mom, Blake, Ethan and charles all went up after each other. It was pretty much the same words over and over again and everything started flooding out of your head. So many things were going on in your brain and you couldn't keep focused on one.*
Ethan: And I'll never forget you Grayson. Thank you for everything you've done *He walked off and took his seat...*
Priest: Y/n
*You looked up to the priest as everyone's eye were on you. No no no you didn't expect to be talking in this let alone wright something in advance. Your knees became weak as you stood up and walked over to the platform. You gulped. Not daring to even shoot a glance towards Grayson.*
Y/n: U-Uhm *You cleared your throat and stared down at your hands..*
Y/n: I-I don't know what to say...
*You Paused for a while...*
Y/n: Grayson I miss you. I miss you so much. Everything reminds me of you and it's killing me. I feel like I'm getting haunted by this emotion over and over again and it won't ever go away. I'm sorry...*Your voice crackhead..*
I'm sorry that I wasn't able to stop it. I'm sorry that you went through that. I'm so so sorry that your not here. I fucking love you Grayson. More then anyone in this entire world. You were so kind and sweet and caring and loyal and so much more. We went from being best friends to soulmates. You were my other half. And you meant the world to me. The love we had for each other was so strong it felt like nothing could break it. As time passed we had more and more difficulty's but no matter what happened Grayson was always by my side. When we were ten he gave me a present on my birthday...it was a matching infinity necklace and bracelet. *You reached your hand up to your neck held the chain in your palm* it's never come off. I fucking dread everyday. Knowing I'm not gonna wake up in your arms. I would kill to have one more frosting fight or water balloon fight. *You wiped your tears with you hand and nodded your head...* You've made such a impact on me and Ava throughout the years and I couldn't thank you enough. Thank you for everything...I love you Grayson. You know I do *You glanced over at his body while you exited the platform. Everyone clapped in respect to him. Ethan stood up as you walked over and brought you into a hug. You cried into his shoulder as he let out a low sigh.
Ethan: You did amazing
Y/n: I want him back Ethan *You hugged his shoulders tighter before letting go...*
Priest: I wanna thank everyone that gathered here in memory of Grayson Dolan. I am greatly sorry for all of your loss. *Everyone was just about to start getting up to leave until the the doors that read "Employees only" slammed open.*
Police: Before everyone goes. We have a couple questions for the five of you *He said referring to you Blake Ethan Charles and Preston.*
Y/n: What the hell? *You looked back at Ethan and Blake for some kind of reassurance but instead, got the same expression you had. Confusion, sadness, hurt.*
Mom: What is going on? This is a funeral not a interrogation *She raised her voice as the two cops walked over. All eyes were on you...*
Police: This isn't a interrogation. Instead a couple questions
Y/n: What questions? *you furrowed your brows together and squinted you're eyes at the man*
Charles: Come on man...we've gone through enough today.
Police: I can arrest you right now man *He said mimicking Charles*
Y/n: What questions? *You asked once again. Not breaking your stare with the cop*
Police: What were your relations to Grayson?
Y/n: Are you kidding me. This couldn't have waited till tomorrow?
Police: I won't ask again.
Y/n: Girlfriend
Blake: Friend
Ethan: Brother
Charles: Friend
Preston: Friend
Police: Okay. *his stupid attendant took notes as we all spoke* one more question. Do you know this man? *He pointed to the back of the isle where the church doors opened and a man in orange walked in with a cop...
Y/n: ZACK