Against The Bonds [Book 2]

Chapter 10

Dillon sleeping on the couch.

Maynard P.O.V :

Lonely

Longingness

These are the words that I felt for this whole two years. Being with Dillon for 10 days, sleeping beside him was the best feeling ever I could feel. I never felt like that.

I got away from him not only because what Sou said, I myself wanted him to go away from me because he let me feel whole like I only need him ever. I was afraid to admit it but after he was gone I felt lonely like there is a hole in my life which only can be filled by Dillon.

I knew at that time that this feeling are not something else but LOVE. I really love him but I am too late, I didn't knew when will he complete his education there and come, it can be another one year or two even ten years. But I will wait for him. It was me who send him away from me so it will be me who will wait for him.

To let this feeling get away I started myself to drown in gyming and studying. I don't know but I just wanted this guilty feeling to go way. Guilty because I separated from him while he trusted on me so much.

Well, Nothing much happened this two years. Dad and brothers were busy with the company. I took humanities when I came here in class 12. Then after passing with 96.6% I got admit here in an business college for my further education.

I basically started doing gym to take my tension away. I have grown my height 3 inch more, 6'4" to be exact and look more like a jock which I am totally not.

Casual friends are here in a lot but no true friend. Never I have drunk here nor did I got any girlfriend, I just waited for Dillon.

From past two months this girl Ari.... Ali.... Ais.... Asha..... Aisha I guess, is chasing after me non-stop. I rejected her more than I can count but she always whines just one statement " But I am your soulmate." As if I don't know how do you feel having a soulmate. I don't feel my heart beating faster or the flip flops in stomach or the urge to touch, I don't feel it toward her but....... I feel this every single thing toward Dillon.

Xavier contacts me once in a while. And this time I informed him that I am gonna come within a week there because of the promise that I made to my mom. I don't know where I will get to meet her but she said me that it will be the same area where she and my dad met for the first time. I haven't informed it to my father yet and never intend to.

I have just 3 days of college's study then it will be close for two months. It was actually an extra class which was important for my subject, business studies.

I just wish Dillon is soon here with me. I want to hold him and never let him go from me again. I won't make the same mistake as I did earlier.

My train of thought were disturbed by one of my so-called friend " Hey! Maynard after our classes gets over in three days Subhash is giving us a big party. Approximately 60 students are coming, all from our department and also can bring their partner. But man, you have to come. It will be fun."

I simply said " No "

There was a chorus of groan then another one said " Come on Maynard. Girls are insisting for you to come, you have never been in any party everyone wants once for you to come."

I said in monotonic voice " I will see later on."

And here comes the annoying bitch Aisha " please darling, you have to come..... For me. Please."

After taking one swift draw from my cigarette I said " As if. " And I looked on the other side.

For this two months this girl has become a headache for me. Wherever I go she comes there with her confession. Don't get me wrong when I said her bitch, she is pretty and hot, many of the guy are trying to hook with her too but after her break-up two months ago she is just chasing after me......... but I just want Dillon not her.