Born ready -terror twins fanfic-

Chapter 24: jealous

Merope was talking to a new soldier. I hadn't met him before but she seemed to have fun.
She shouldn't have fun with another mech. I am her mech, she's my femme. The pain of not having her next to me is killing me. I barely slept, not able to take my energon or eat and all I could think off is Merope.

I caught up with Merope as she walked off, pushing her in the closet with me. I tightly hugged her and nuzzled in her neck. "Ugh, I love you so much..." I whimpered. She looked up and a weak smile crept up on her face. "What is wrong with you, Sides? Why are you so whinny?" She purred and kissed my jaw.

I sighed, "I hate my brother for being so mean..." I mumbled. We both jolted as the door opened and Sunstreaker eyed us. I pushed her a away behind me. Sunstreaker's eyes were so hard and filled with hate, anger and even jealously that it nearly frightened me too. He dragged me out and glared at Merope.

"Sunny..."

He dragged me with him all the way to our room and as soon as he shut the door. His fist connected with my face. I whimpered, "you stupid glitch..." he snapped. I flinched and sat on our bed. "Why? Why are you so mean and rude?" I snapped. "I have seen you frag her, Sideswipe!" he snapped. "So what? It's my life and I liked it, okay! You can't take that from me!" I snapped.

He lunged for me and I got more punches then I gave him. "You are such a stupid bitch!" He sneered. I never felt so devastated before. I ended up laying on our bed with my back turned towards Sunstreaker. Hugging the pillow, I thought about Merope. Why did I expect Sunny to understand me?

I brushed a lost and lonely tear off my face. I wasn't only hurt because of Sunny beating me up but also because I really loved her. I am scared to lose her, everyone seems to put her in dangerous situations, even me. Fragging was a mistake but she really gave me that happy feeling.

"Are you crying?"

I huffed, "no! I am not!" I snapped without looking at him. "She's a stupid human, Sideswipe!" He snapped. "She's not!" I shouted angrily and jumped back on my feet. He hit me so hard that I collapsed on the floor and tasted Energon. "The only reason you're not reporting me is because you know I am going to murder her if you do! She's far below us and I don't allow you to have a relationship with a stupid female like her!" She shouted and kicked me in my guts.

I whimpered a little and got up, sitting on the edge of the bed. I hated when he's like this. Sometimes, I wanted nothing more but be with him and sometimes I wished we never ended up being twins.

That night, I couldn't sleep. The nightmares were horrible and Merope kept popping up in my mind but also intense fear I was going to lose her. Completely upset I woke up, furiously I brushed the tears off my cheeks and got up, leaving my brother alone to rest.
I needed to see her. I had to!

I softly pushed open the door of my room and spotted her. So peaceful and calm. I shut the door and approached her, crawling in bed with her. She groaned a little and opened her eye as she felt my cold feet pressed against her legs. "Sideswipe?" She asked confused.

I nuzzled in her neck and wrapped my arm around her waist. The way she was rubbing my scalp comforted me. She brought her hand to my face and rubbed over my wet cheek. "Don't cry..." she murmured. "Ugh, Sunstreaker is being an ass and it really depresses me... he doesn't allow me to be with you..." she kissed my lips while holding my cheek. "I am here now..." she murmured and pulled me closer.

I sighed and snuggled into her, closing my eyes and fell asleep shortly after. Much better this time.
The next morning, I was awoken by Merope. I whimpered a little because I didn't want to wake up and get up. I wanted to stay in bed all day long with Merope. We have done it once.

After I got up, I needed to leave quickly before Sunny would notice anything. I decided to spy on Merope so I could be with her just a little bit. I really felt like a bother lately. I hid behind a pilar and watched her. She was talking to that soldier again and she was laughing. My spark was crying, did she replace me for some human mech?

People passed me, they didn't look at me. Sunny didn't look at me and now Merope didn't look at me either. Instead, she's making fun with someone else. A male who's obviously more fun then me and who doesn't have a psycho brother. Of course she's not going to wait for me,

I jolted a little as I felt two strong arms wrap around my waist. Sunstreaker rested his chin on my shoulder. I think he sensed my pain and sadness but I thought he would ignore it. "Let it go, Sideswipe..."
I bit my lip, "I can't talk about it with you and I don't even want to try. You don't understand me, all you do is snapping and yelling at me because I'm your eyes, I am the annoying twin. Just leave me alone, Sunstreaker. Go bother somebody else..." I snapped and freed myself from his grip. Even I appreciated he attempted to comfort me, I wasn't sure if it was fake or not. It felt fake and that hurt even more. I glanced at Merope again. Laughing over a stupid joke that mech made!

She always told me I am the funniest mech, and that it wouldn't change either, but she was laughing with this human male...