Your Love is Unkind

party time

The day continued and rather than dwell on last night "situation", I spent it with Byungchan. Organizing all the crap he brought with him.

"You know what we need", his eyes go wild and I know exactly where this is going to lead. He loved to party and if there was an excuse to have a few shots, Byungchan wouldn't miss it.

"We need to have a party", He utters the words I was dreading. Partying with Byungchan was fun but also exhausting. I felt the need to take care of him, mostly because I hated most of the dudes he ended making out with. Not out of jealousy but maybe because I didn't think they were good enough for him.

Despite all that, I allow it and I instead turned it into an opportunity. "Why don't you invite everyone on this floor?", I add. Selfishly hoping Subin would get word and come.

His eyes light up and he shoots out his seat. "I'm on it", He bolts out the door, making his way to every door and personally inviting everyone; Surprising me by stepping out of his comfort zone.

Within ten minutes he's back and proceeds to give orders. "Go take a shower, let's get ready", He demands.

Dragging my feet to the bathroom, I stop before stepping in. Attempting to hear inside Subin's room, wondering if he was there and had received an invitation.

I felt the need to see him again.